gay or straight..?? :)

Remember the good old times?

MERRY CHRISTMAS. AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

Third Edition: The Marisa and Ian show ^^!

ARGH

Anna, i may need your strongly worded letter.
He may have another girlfriend!! Time to bring out the heavy guns....

Marisa's Grand Tour

Dude... I just pissed my pants

WATCH ALL OF IT!!! AND IMAGINE US SINGING THIS TO DANIEL.

Hey... from POE

Ian says Hi. (HE'S ALIIIIVVVEE) ahem..
Well, i had a picture i want to post but it is on my phone. It is a paper of my James Therapy ( I don't even know why I am even having therapy. I am totally over him. Just guilty. ARGH!!) It's really funny. I got some Idea's from miranda. Anyway, Speaking of miranda. Some one is going to prom. I think...
And Anna Where is the blog you promised??? Huh?huh?
AND...

New layout:

Hey, i thought i post a new layout and look at What i have found. Isn't it gorgeous?? Okay now back on topic. I have news that i know that you guys have been waiting for. But lets take it step by step:

1. Pictures!! Here are Nigel (black dude) and James..


2. Aww,... he was showing off in this picture saying that he is the best Nigel around. Nigel is sweet. You would like him. He liked me for a while but he is 18 so that would have worked. Bummer really. He is also funny!

James->
yeah... that is all i am going to say right now. Just look up Apathy and you will understand.

1. It's suppose to be a number two but the thing is stupid!! Next is the twilight movie. I love it. I mean, i know it will be different from the book. Some things i disagree on but hey, they had a small budget and for New Moon they Will have a bigger one. Maybe they will redo twilight? So let me know your thoughts about this.
2. Next, i have a band that you may find interesting. Jag star is now my fav of the month. Chek out "I don't want to be here" Her voice is so pretty!!
3. Sometime is december you are going to to get mail. That is all i am going to say there..
4. Okay now for the moment of truth. James' last relationship was with this girl mercedes. And the relationship was more on a friend scale. They have been going on and off from what lizz told me. So maybe that is why he hasn't gotten the hint yet!! He hasn't been in a REAL relationship for awhile! I know this may sound like an excuse but i am taking it. And also when you figure out what Apathy means, let me know. They whole thing needs it's own post for it.
   

Question:

Guess you look cute in Blue and leaves me absolutely flustered?

*I have a fetish: Men wearing blue

Gonna be a long weeeeeeeeek

House inspection today. Then, hopefully we can sign on tuesday. Move on Wednesday. That is currently the plan; if nothing interferes. But Mr. Melvin says hi and get off...

Later then..

Pics Time

Here are Ian and Miranda:

Half rant half sigh

This isn't really a hate post, but more like a mixed one. You guys know that i am not a usually violent person. (better say yes -_-) and i really wanted to punch something. We barely hang out. That is what i was saying during second period. It just irrates me, ya know? And how is a relationship suppose to work if communutcation other than texting is key.
Yeah, i was ranting that to Marisa is second period. And then during the time period between second and third i got a nice hug. A really nice hug btw. And there all the violence and the madness disappeared. Odd isn't?
Then lunch.. Ah...lunch. The time of umms... and soo..
It's like a talkshow host that can't speak. But he is really a guy. Not like Walter or raymond. More like Andrew. Sorta Kinda...
yeah... Other than that.. Larissa. GOd! i mean buddha. ARGH!!

Was this you Nina??

Funny Stuff & Myspace layouts

Yes is the answer...

That is right. I said yes to him.
Shocking isn't it? Or is it just me? I dunno. It feels so fast and unreal. I mean, i was smiling so wide when he was texting me yeterday and now i grimace when he calls me baby. Not that i don't mind, it is just that i am scared of what people think of it. I am dreading tomorrow (we have off today). How would we act? And what about frineds. AND MY PARENTS!! I dunn, i am pretty much bummed now...

Information for the wise

Well, i have been getting comment about me and Ian's conversations. Well, let me make a few clear things. Ian is not your Ian (i.e. tom's little bro). He is actually Ian Osbourne. He is a freshmen and is in two of my classes. And in one of Larissa's. He is cool. He is like the little brother you ever wanted. But the bad thing is he cut his hair so it's know gone. He had this soft brown curly hair that is sooo cute. And now it is gone. Okay next, most of conversations are during POE which is our boring class. So really we are bored adn create little conversations. Also he does type slow. Trust me. The whole converstation took a whole 45 minute period. I miss you too!
On tuesday expect some pictures of the kitties up. I have them on my phone. Also i will post a pic of Larissa and Ian for ya.

Episode 2

Hi people. Me and Ian are back And I have something to say. Ian is evil. Not Anna Evil.. Just mean.

So wat, bleh >:P

(smack) There we go. You know what he did??? Well we were walking out of fourth period and and was SAYING OUT LOUD that James was behind us. He could have heard!!

well i didnt say "JAMES" was behind us i just said he was behind us it couldve been any1 that i was talkin about, and plus it wasnt even that loud

-_- It obvious to a point of that he knows US. And well... when you said he is passing by Real loud that even Larissa even commented on it was loud. Would you guys do that to me?? Nope.. but i am not that mad at you ian. Just to a point that i might smack you once in awhile...

fine, and i dont remember larissa commenting on it and how do u know... wait, not goin into that might not live to see tomorrow\

See people. This is why I like Ian. He already knows.. that i have my ... "ways" She said it after 5th period when we were walking without you. God i a hate my fifth period. They are a bunch of freshmens.

hey, dont diss the freshmen, im a freshmen and im not that bad, although i have to admit alot of the freshmen that r here r stupid and i would like to dump them in the atlantic with a big bucket of chum and then let the sharks finish the rest MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA >:)

nice idea.. (walks away slowly..)

oh, u think thats bad u should of read my revenge story, the comment that came up the most from ppl is "i know who im not pissing off"

Is the story on the internet. P.S. you type slower than Tom...

ok 1st who is tom and 2nd its not on the internet yet...

yet? bummer.. Well, Tom is my big white brother Tina!! It's a long story.. Trust me. Anywho.. They did the drawing of goofy perfect.

yeah they did, its not half bad, but then again spike is pretty good at drawing, during fifth period hes always drawing some kind of picture

Spike??? Oh you mean the emo short guy??? Or some other short person???

hes not emo, at least i dont think he is, i think hes just a rocker, but yeah thats spike

you have a lot of short friends.

Hey,.. and now a message

I am here in fourth period with Ian. Say hi ian.
ian:hi
So ian... how are you on this fine lovely day?
ian: ok i guess, kinda just want to go home and sleep through it
What about your girlfriend.. Forgetting about her too?
ian: ur never gonna let thia go r u??? shes doin fine
uhuh, okay,.. let's tell the folks at home... how bad i like james..
ian: k im up for that
... say something....
ian: like wat???
god.. i mean buddha.. so you don't think i am obsessed?
ian: yes u r obsessed
great conversation we having aren't we...?? Class is almost out...
ian: YAY FREEDOM!!!!!!! (nearly)
Science is next....


Bye people now a word from our sponsor....

Hehe... nobody got it?

Okay, for the grand finale : Their names are James and David. James is the one with personality and David is...god. He is actually asian too. He has beautiful eyes

First Major OBD of the year? I think so!

You heard it right. Major OBDness and it is doubled. [insert oohs and ahs]
Since i feel so... happy today, I won't let you wait til tomorrow for me to tell you; Yet know that i think of it, i will give you clues and you have to guess the names? Seem fair enough?
Okay let's get started:

1st guy:

1. The major evil character in the BOOK Twilight
2. A cliche name for a bulter

2nd Guy:

1. The name is in the Bible
2. 5 letters but two are the same
3. masterpiece of Renaissance sculpture sculpted by Michelangelo

Can you guess the Names?? Who ever get's it right will get a cookie!!

YOu thought i would forget??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINA !!!!! (pisst okay i admit i forgot but i got the reminder on gaia so i owe gaia my life!!!). And here is your cupcake!!!

I can die happy now(almost)

When i came onto this computer during fourth period. I saw something that literally made my jaw drop and made tears come to my eyes.
http://bellaandedward.com/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=162&page=2

This are the movie stills
caution: make sure you are sitting down when you are view these pictures

I Need help ! (and not in that kind of way -_-)

We have to do a science project. And guess what. I haven't done a science project. But it is optional and my teacher is expectiong a lot from me. I need help. Or maybe some idea's ask the stupid seniors too. Please. I am in over my head.

Marisa Answers the dumb question

"Walter asked why u dont look like ur model picture everyday xDi think he thinks u look hot"
-nina
Wanna know why??? because the picture is my modeling picture; there is make up, and touch ups to the photo. I can look like that, but i refuse not because i am a jean and a tshirt hot girl perosn. And thank you for think me as hot. Now, when you get hot ; we can go out! how is that?

Boredom Blues..

Yes, I am sad. Why you ask? Because I think history is going to repeat itself.
I don't know if i ever told you this but when I was in Aliamnu Middle school, I hit a friendship depression. It all started with Stephanie Sison. We were friends in the same homeroom until she became powerful i.e. popular. Then she turn everyone except my friend Brittany on me. THey hated me. They said names, accused me of unjust things. I ended up skipping one day of school to go to the beach because i couldn't stand them and i didn't want to end up in the cousnlers office again for crying. 7th grade was a horrid year for me.
The reason why i am telling you this because I think Jessica is going to be the next Stephanie. I just feel it because well, she is not like me or you. She is like Ester is some ways. She acts all preppy and bitchy and stuff. And i think she is going to take Larissa down with her. I mean, I am starting to feel a little uncomfortable around them already. I think part of the reason is because i am comparing everyone to you guys. But i don't know. Jessica is getting on my nerves too. She is soooo blonde. She is loud whiney and just stupid. She said i should quit robotics because it make me all geeky! What i really wanted to say was that "When i get into college and start working, i will be making twice as much money as you and have a set job already for me." But i didn't because i don't want to be lonely. Thats why i haven't left their group. Who would i go to? Who would i hang out with? I haven't been that social with people. I have been doing work. (oh and anna, everyone of my teachers think i am should be in AP! I am soooo happy). I feel kinda isolated. I mean, Robotics, well, i dunno. I don't have anyone to lean on. I am just scared. I really wish that you guys are here. I keep on imagining you guys with me and imgaining what you would say in certain situations. I need advice, please. I need real advice.

This is for you nina

I was looking on the internet and i saw this and my mind instantly came to.
http://www.inventionreaction.com/weird-inventions/Bakery-Themed-Usb-Flash-Drives
Check out more of the site. It is soooo cool!

Picture

Here is the Picture Joyce and to all that think that this pic to sooooo hilarious.
Okay, now here is the play by play. Joyce: HIIIIIIII wazzzuppppp!
Marisa: Peace people i am by TOM!!.
Tom: Hi mom.
Brennon: I am just going to hold his bar and smile.. hopefully i look cute with chubby cheeks!

Sorry ><

Sorry that i haven't been able to post about my first few weeks of school. Everything has been hetic, and fustrating. I have switch to POE (Principles of Engineering) and dropped PE. But now i am thinking that i should have done that. For one, I have found out two things that i never thought was possible.
1) My teacher, Mr. Melvin is more boring than Mr. Sakayue when giving a lecture. At least Mr. Sakayue makes instead jokes and you add lib somethings.
2) I have found someone that could be equally or even worse than Daniel. Yes, i have said it. His name is Cody. I hate him. I want to kill him. And if Mr. Sakayue was reading this, he would say that Cody is my third husband. Did i mention how much i hate cody?

So far, school has been okay. I made a possible ASFAAWBFFE. Her name is Jessica. She is a freshman but she acts older than her age. And currently she won the OBD battle. There is this guy name Josh Roberts. He is quiet, hot, and basically like Jasper if you look really hard. But the thing is, Jessica is his next door neighbor and i have a class with him. SO we are fighting (not really) who gets him. But being the good person i am , i gave him to her. Maybe , hopefully, he wouldn't like her and like me,.. but hopefully.

Also, if you see me on tv, for mass murder. Blame the freshman. They are stupid. Really stupid. Like 4th gradfer stupid. So don't blame me and give me bail money.

Well, i have to go and Sleep. (Not really, i am going to watch the Forbidden Kingdom on my Ipod.)

Long post: Dedicated to the Nina

Did you know the tear, Nina, has back personal. Well, here they come. I would have to say that these two years of the time spent together has many funny memories. Mostly funny, others... just on the weird side. When enter math on the first day of school. My first thought was, and now don't kill me.. "She has a weird look on her face." But then i realized. It was the Nina look. Yeah i noticed that we were on the edge with each other. That is why i hid behind anna, or so tried. You and anna made my math period better. I still hate mrs. Link. I still think she should have given me a D. But hey. What goes around comes around...
One of the most memorable moment of eight grade was when they ditch us. I remember spending time in Mrs. Asato's class bored as hell. Us together is like setting off a huge bomb. From the bonding experience we could tell was too much when we ended up looking the same. Same pair of pants, same color shirt, and same shoes. Hell, I bet we still do it.
But i was happy they ditch us.
When we entered High school. The bonding continued. In the mornings it was a race to see who got there faster. I normally won, unless i was bringing jamba then we both win. I miss scaring Mr. Sakayue. It was soo funny. Since we would be talking then he would venture out of his office then stare at us like we were doing something wrong. Which we weren't, right nina? lol.
It was cool having our science classes with the same teacher. We study together. You yell at me when i say the test was easy.
Once first HURC started. We lived in Sakayues.
Being on the same team was funny. Even if the stupid korean got on my nerves. I remember jumping for joy when i thought Loreto was telling the truth that Daniel was gay. You looked at me and then said to anna, "She looks scary"
I lost my buddy in Botball and First.
Anna took you. Bad ANNA! jk!!!
I loved the parties you threw me. And the hidden surprises. One of the pictures from the box that was token at ice palace that said, it was your nina face. I keep it in my binder at a reminder of you. And i wear the friendship bracelet.
I even still have our banquet picture, I can see it. And your long hair.
If i ever happen to be in Hawaii. My first place to look for you is Sakayues. If not, i have to look by food stands, then your house!!!!

Oh and before i forget on purpose. Remember when you told me your middle name. That is part of the source were i find out all the information about the stuff happening in hawaii. And if you don't still understand what i am talking about, check your email. I am sorry. It was an insurance policy if you guys don't update me. I never opened anything personal. :)

P.S. The next post will be either about school or Anna. Or both... hehe..
PPS i did spell check.

!!

I got into STEM, but i am dropping gym for next year or summer school...............

*insert high pitch screams*

It was awesome! No,... actually it was more than awesome it was...linkin park. There are no words to describe the concert. You can even say that i am partial deaf and i barely have a voice! But let's cut to the chase shall we?

1:00 p.m.

Arriving at the concert at the smirnoff center. There was a huge line waiting to go into the gates. You can see 500 hundred people waiting and that was barely the whole crowd. You could see different types of Linkin park shirts from various years. Me and my mom wore linkin park shirt. Gotta represent!

1:15 p.m.

Got inside the gates.It was hot! it was suppose to get up to the 99 degrees! anyways... while looking for shade i got some souveniors. I got a girls linkin park blue tee, A girl black linkin park hoodie and a music for relief bandana.(pics below)

My rocker face. I had changed out of my minutes to midnight shirt to this one. I was less hot so that was good. It was taken in the bathroom which were quite sanitarty.

My hoodie that is my baby. It looks sooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty. Do i need to say more?

2:00 p.m.

Armor for sleep came on. They were okay..

2:40 p.m.

Hawthorne heights came on. I watch there set for Raymond.. you owe me big time btw. They were good. They work with the crowd, but the still need a LOT of work.

3:00 p.m.-5:10 p.m.

Waited unstil the big bands played. We found shade in the grass but there were ants. Good thing we weren't wearing shorts!

5:15 p.m.

The headliners!

First up : Street Drum corps.

THey sound good but the are all in the techno and emo music. But seeing them plyaing the drums are so cool!

Second: Ashes divide.

One word. They need some mentoring. They didn't even work with the crowd. But they did have a cool banner?!!

Third: The Bravery.

I really was looking forward into seeing them. And really put on a good show. They did Believe and some other songs that i don't know. I say that i am a fan of them now. (See pics below)

The Bravery. You guys need to check out this band. Seriously. They are good. And funny.

"Did you guys didn't notice any diferent lyrics during the song?"

yes

"Well since i wrote the song, and since it's my song, i just rewrote it in front of you. Check out the new version on YOUTUBE."

you had to be there.

Fourth: Chris cornell

He was the lead singer of audioslave. He was really good. I knew some of his songs. His banner was so cool. i took some pics.

Fifth!!!: LINKIN PARK

When they came out, i swear you could hear everyone screaming with in a 200 mile radius. I never in my life seen so many linkin park fans. They put on such an awesome show. I never wanted it to end. Mike, look so hot. Seeing him in person (screaming for 10 minutes), he looked so.. musculer and mature and awesome...

Set list:

01. One Step Closer

02. Lying From You
03. Somewhere I Belong

04. No More Sorrow

05. Papercut

06. Points Of Authority

07. Wake 2.0

08. Given Up

09. From The Inside

10. Leave Out All The Rest

11. Numb

12. The Little Things Give You Away

13. Breaking The Habit

14. Shadow Of The Day

15. Crawling

16. In The End

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17. What I've Done

18. Faint

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19. Bleed It Out

Show Notes:

- 'In Stereo' was over 'Points Of Authority'. 'There They Go' was over the outro.

- Mike rapped the first verse of 'Hands Held High' over the Reanimated intro to 'Crawling'. Chris Cornell then joined the band for the song and sang the entire second verse, the outro, and Aaron's harmonies.

- Street Drum Corps performed on the intro to 'One Step Closer', and came back out on the bridge of 'Bleed It Out'.

-Brad came in a little early on the intro to 'No More Sorrow'.

- After the show, Phoenix and Chester threw out money (as in dollar bills) into the pit.

PICS BELOW!!!

note: they may not be good since it was taken from my phone... :(

Wanted Jennifer Vineyard

Hate her.
Loathe her.
Petition against her bad journalism biased skills.

HOW DARE THEY!!

Okay, now i am pissed. I was recently searching the internet and i came upon this: http://www.mtv.com/movies/news/articles/1593000/20080818/story.jhtml

How dare they?! Us twihards don't say crap about the potter people. They are just plain rude. I mean seriously, They are calling Twilight the Hannah montana lit. OMB!
" 'Twilight' is sort of like the 'Hannah Montana' of literature," Carpenter explained to MTV News. "If you're outside the 14-to-16-year-old age range, you might listen to it, and it might get stuck in your head, but it's not good literature. It's not really enriching your life the way 'Harry Potter' might."
Wow. I must say that Harry potter is enrishing your life by education your people into spells and witchcraft. Whereas, how CAN you relate to Harry in anyways? Do you get normally abused by your uncle? Go to boarding school?No way. At least in Twilight you relate. Like being insecure, dealing with divorced parents, moving to a different school. Those are the things that you can relate too.
But i am thankfull that all the comments don't agree with this article. I serious think that MTV is just wanting publicity and another juiy article.

Funny about Twilighters

Hey i was looking on the internet and i found this. To me it funny.

Dre: You have anything to share regarding Twilighters?
Laremy: [silence]
Dre: Yyyellow?
Laremy: They are mental.
Dre: Huh?
Laremy: They lined up at 8 for a Thursday noon panel.
Dre: Well, that's not so bad. That happens at Comic-Con.
Laremy: Dre ... 8 at night.Dre: Huh?
Laremy: That's pm.Dre: I ... see.
Laremy: That's 16 hours early. They CAMPED out.
Dre: Yes, yes ... I think I understand now.
Laremy: No. No, you don't. They wear homemade t-shirts that say "Team Edward" or "Team Jacob." They scream anytime that Cam guy appears on camera, anywhere in the world.
Dre: OK, OK. I got it.
Laremy: Listen, Dre. You ever see one of 'em ... damnit, you run. You run and you don't look back.
I didn't like where this was going but I got the picture. I signed off.
I can see Raymond particpating in the conversation.

The most shocking Nick movie

Now, I know that Nina has tried to read the books, but this series is the most funniest and shocking ever. Oddly, they are making a movie (from Nick) and here is I believe the most funniest clip i have seen so far. Now imagine 12 years olds doing that. Yes, i agree with the blonde. That is shocking!

Along with the series, I think... Joyce you should try. Anna, um... not your cup of tea I think. It's more like going through my mind in a more girly fashion. But if you can handle me, I think you can handle it. Nina, don't discourge them! Let them decide.

Midnight Pheonix: Chpater 1

Chapter one





Lunch.
The dreaded hour that my head is exploded thoughts that would rupture any brain. Making through the long line is all I want happen. From then it would be easier.
I peer at the number of people ahead of me just to get the plastic container. The food did not look good compared to the cafeterias and yet that line is shorter. I will learn, will I?
Sadly, I come here because of him.
He eats in this area, just a yard from where I am standing.
The line moves up a few feet, and I grimaced at the slow pace. The other people do not see it slow, but I do. If only Joyce was here right now, I could get my lunch and leave. I shifted my weight around and peeked at the front of the line. I could see the cashier. A good thing. I bit my lip and focused on her.
Stupid children, just want to get and get out with out being polite. Shoot, maybe next time that boy Bair would learn not to snap at me.
I rolled my eyes. My torturer is he. He would never leave me be would he? I closed my eyes and opened my brain.
Well, I should not take it out on the children who did nothing wrong. What the heck.
“Free lunch!” the lady said.
The line moved faster as the plastic containers of rice and Teri Burgers disappeared. I got mine and went back to my friends, passing him. He was alone on the bench, his hat low hiding his eyes from the sun. He did not seem to see me. He was looking at the line. I hurried back to my lunch spot near the oak tree. I set my bag down next to the others, and took my spot in the shade.
What took you long?
“Long line,” I said to Nina.
“You should have sent Joyce with you; I needed your help with the debate.”
I turn my gaze to Nina. Her long black hair was up in a ponytail with a few wisps of her bangs attached to her forehead. She was eating next to Joyce, usually next to Anna.
“How did she win?” I asked wary.
“She didn’t win,” Nina snapped.
“Okay,” I smiled “How did she cheat?”
“She had philosophy last period.”
I shook my head humorlessly and passed her my lunch. In return, she gave me her water bottle. I looked around the lot, and eventually my gaze landed on him.
He was still sitting on the bench but a girl, Ophelia was with him. She was talking; god knows what, but probably something unimportant to the average male species.
I’ll prove this to Stephanie.
Ophelia moved closer to Bair and ended up sitting on his lap. I expected him to push her off, but instead he wrapped his arms around her.
Haha fooled you.
I was stunned. He was speaking to me…
Wish you were different position now do you?
I sat there with my mouth open, gazing at him. How could someone so handsome be so evil? He was doing this to me on purpose. That is why he is here. To punish me with my own feelings. It was cruel and unjust. I wouldn’t put that pain on any one else.
Bair scooted his girlfriend closer to him. Rearranging her so he could look at me.
He grinned happily but his eyes gave it away. His almond shape green eyes had circles under them. With all the weight his eyes dropped. His eyes glowed red; his head tilted towards the sun. I knew that look. His warning for me. To watch out.
Underneath of this, even though he was doing this to me, I knew he was in pain. It was etched upon his pearl face.
I regain my composer, stood up, and sat next to Anna, away from Bair’s face.
Anna is thin and small. Her short black hair usually hiding her face unless she pins it up. Currently it was pinned up.
No one knew except my family what just went on. No one really notice my family that much. We stick to ourselves and only interact with people who are oblivious. We don’t touch the lives of this school. We like it that way. It is less to leave. We most just eat lunch and watch the nature of people’s beautiful society.
At least I do.
Anna was sitting there eating her teriyaki chicken, intensely listening to the conversation that Nina and Joyce were having on the properties of wing formation. Anna was usually quiet, just observing everyone around giving in her thoughts every once in awhile. If Joyce was not with us, she could be easily pointed out as the shiest one. Though brilliantly smart, she could never grasp the subject of the social heath. However, it was her choice, and it made her who she was. She was the supporter to me. She understood and wouldn’t voice an opinion that she knew I couldn’t handle.
Yet Nina is very openly. She wasn’t afraid to give her own opinion. Of course, she could be stubborn, and just weird, but she was the baby and the moocher. She is extremely smart too but not as smart as Anna. With all of them combine, neither Anna nor Nina could fill the spot of Joyce in my heart. She was the first one to join my family and has been with me since. She is the best drawler I know. She could take the ugliest thing dammed to earth and can pull out the light. That is what brought me too her. Though she may look like an outcast, she is really the brightest one in our family.
I let my eyes wonder around the courtyard, looking at other friends that were not me to distract myself. Envies that I was, I pitied them. Their flawed, warm, aging bodies enjoying the few rays of sun that was sipped out through the clouds, compared to mine. They were all the same, unrealistic to what could really happen.
Accidently, my gaze turn to Bair, and Ophelia. They were holding hands walking towards the stairs.
Stephanie will faint when I tell what we are about to do.
I smile to myself; she was not ready for what was coming. Her thoughts may be in lust, but I knew she felt the instinctive fear.
At that moment, Bair turned his head and our eyes met. He slightly smiled and return to Ophelia with his arm around her waist. He could feel the fear. I smirked.
“Flirting with your so called enemy?”
Anna was looking at me with a smile on her face. Her humor faded.
I know you still love him.
“Flirting is an understatement, glaring hits the target” I murmured. I refocused my eyes on my bottle water. It felt warm clutch in my icy hand. I tried to hide back the tears but it was worthless. Crying is a weakness of mine that I wish that I didn’t have or shouldn’t have. If only I have avoid the things that had hurt me the most. On the other hand, have the strength to repress it.
I felt an arm a round me. I looked up and saw Nina on the other side. She could not understand my feelings. She resented love, Along with other weaknesses that made her strong and inexorable.
Although cold as the damned could be, belonging to my family felt warm. The warmest feeling that I long for every minute of my life.

The bell ranged silent in my ears, numb, my family left my side and blended slightly into the crowd heading toward our six period classrooms. I sat up and join the crowds.
I was numb and unaware of my surroundings, trying repressing the feelings and made them into a void.
I took my seat on the east side of my geometry classroom. It was the safest place since our teacher Mrs. Link had this Gland infection and started spitting every time she talks. I do not understand how she does not realize it and then takes a sip of water and talk. It is bad for the last person who has to sit on the front and center seat of the classroom.
I got the seat once. Luckily, I stopped her with a question every time she thought of getting a sip of water. She tends to forgets things easily.
Saying my hellos to Catelyn and Derrkic, I let my head enter Mrs. Link’s head to seeing what we were doing today so I could get some sleep. I have been up scoping the near by mountains to track any trace of Bair’s pack. Joyce’s senses are strong towards the felines/werewolves; feeling their strength and antagonism. Somehow, I am not able to find them.
With in a human speed I got my work finished, relaxed myself in my chair, and let my head wander.
Bair was a popular subject in my head, even though I would not admit it to anyone. He has been in my mind since I had saved him. I saved him from death in the most hypocritical way possible.
I killed him.
I turned him into a vampire. I do not want humans to have to deal with what damn really means. It is painful to see your whole life be washed down the drain from either one-vacation trip or from a harmless infatuation.
Not that I had a choice. I could have let him just die fatefully, but seeing his limp body, seem so delicate in the middle of his blood.
I felt guilty.
I was the reason why he was killed.
I knew his was suffering from the numbness instead of what he expected pain. The shameful guilt and hopefulness is the reason why I bite him.
All the other details in between are not important to me, that I forgot them, but I do remember how things came out to be like this. He had loved me since I moved here. He would do the stereotype aggravating boy stuff and strutted off his status. After all the crap he did, he would stalk me.
It was amusing.
I would go out at night after a football game or a dance and here him scuffling along. He would wear socks to try to muffle the sound. Of course being part bird, made it easier to catch the sound. It was cute seeing that some boy was stalking me. Eventually, I waited for him. It fascinated me that some male was interested in me.
Didn’t he see the awkwardness? The way I shy way from others. I don’t act human no matter how much I try to fit in.
Every night I grow more and more onto him. He was smart, and a fast learner. Eventually I fell in love with him.
Love.
Yes, the word that seems to distance now in the present. I enjoyed his presence. I didn’t feel abnormal around society.
I felt human.


Nevertheless, when I saved him, he resisted the truth. After all, we went through, he now felt that strangeness. The monster.
He ran away, leaving a pathetic note saying that he would get me back one day. He wants to be human. He wants to be normal.
At First, I was heart broken. I open up to a human to only to be shut down again. This makes him the second mistake I ever made. The first one really did have a future. When I was seven, a little boy lived across the street form me. Childhood sweethearts are a name for it. We were inseparable. Giggling at cooties, and the weirdness of a first kiss. Of course, he left without saying goodbye one morning. Even though I never understood why, it was for the best and I never regret it.
A few weeks ago, I found out that Bair was well manner vampire, and dog. I give him credit though; he understood how I felt towards Deemors. Deemors are like the devils bounty hunters. Their boney coarse black bodies are the picture of death. . I am guessed that one of the scientists that my dad works with came up with this idea. Did I mention that love actually meant eat? Yeah, so now he is trying to get me jealous, and then lead me toward death that he could not go to.


I brought my brain back into reality and looked up and the white board. Math has always been easy for me. There are no multiple choices for the answer like my appalling choices that I had to make. Unlike life, where so many possibilities lie ahead.
A loud short bell went, through out the school campus unknowing. Then panic rose through my spine. I could feel that faint feeling, paranoia. I could feel my heart stop and start repeatedly. My breathing shallow. I could hear every sound, every thought… in this room… and outside.
Run bird, Run.
Chaos spread through my mind as everyone was thinking, “what the hell?’, “Oh, my, god, what the fuck is happening” or “Yes! No home work”. I regain consciousness and with out thinking, I ran out of the classroom to find my family. Scanning through the corridors, I notice Nina. She was up against a wall, stiff and silent. Instantly I ran up to her.
“What the hell is going on?” I gritted through my teeth. With everyone talking and thinking, I was getting a severe headache. The voices were mush together. A constant muttering inside my head.
Nina looked around and did a 360.
“Everyone is worried, and scared, they must not know what is going on? I highly doubt it is a drill,” said Nina.
“I agree, I would have heard something coming. Any sight of Anna and Joyce?”
“That was who I was looking for. If you haven’t spotted me, I would have taken off at the field. They would too.”
“I feel the feeling , Nina.” I mumbled.
Nina looked at me with anxious eye.
“The Feeling?”
I nodded.
“Do you think it has anything to do with Bair?”
“I don’t know, Nina. My guess is just as good as yours.”
“It’s not like him to do this out of the blue. He would have given us a warning.”
I froze.
“He did Nina.”
By now, the halls were empty. Everyone was on the other side of the campus.
“When?” Nina Demanded.
“At lunch.”
Nina just looked at me. She didn’t need words for what she wants to say.
“He wouldn’t risk that! He knows what would happen to him. He is not as stupid as we expect him to be,” I yelled impatient.
Another weakness of mine does not know what is happening. Being blind is the worst thing that could ever happen to me. Nina raised her eyes in suspicion, “So you don’t want him to be caught?”
“If he was caught he would exposed us,” I mutter, quickly as I started to walk down the hall. “He doesn’t play fair remember. We need to maneuver our way towards the field so we can take off. It’s not safe here.”
Nina followed me through the halls. Nervously, I scattered my head around the campus. Uncertain not to miss a piece of evidence to Bair’s plans.
The open field stood below us in recorded time. Looking over toward Nina I gave her, a nod and she open her wings. Her 9-foot brown wings extend themselves to their extent. Compared to mine, they were beautiful, while mine is frightening.
Pitch black, mine stood to 11 feet. My feathers changed colors when I turn ten. Before that, they were a yellowish white. No the yellowish did not brush your teeth type but an Easter color.
I do not mind the Black; they show the more mature side of me.
Nina jumped off the bleachers, declining slowly before bringing her wings down, thrusting herself up. Finally, I jumped off the bleachers.



By four p.m., I could clearly see Anna and Joyce pacing around the house. Nina and I were a few miles out from our house.
It wasn’t unusual to see Anna pace around. She fears the most out of all of us. Whenever one of us was out doing scouting, she was the one up all night waiting for us to come home.
I focused my mind on Anna, Crap; Bair could have sneaked up on them. It’s nearly three, and she still isn’t home. Where could she have gone? I hope that they didn’t run into each other. God, please tell me they didn’t run into each other.
Wait, is that…her?
I grinned. I looked to my right to see Nina then bank left and caught some speed. With that momentum, I soared up into the air until I was at least an attitude of non-visibility and then I did a nosedive aimed at Anna. Quickly Anna moved a millisecond to the right and had me disarrayed.
“Somber, there you are, were you reading my mind? I tried to find you but I got a glimpse of Bair and I was afraid of leading him towards our house. What about privacy?” Snapped Anna.
Intensely as I could, I tried to follow the conversation. She continues talking about how worried she was when she could not find me and how Bair and I looked like a cute couple.
Emphasis on tried.
A few minutes later Nina skidded in, breathing hard. I forgot I left her back there with out a notice.
“Hey Somber, at least tell me when your going to do that” breathed Nina.
I rolled my eyes. “You didn’t have to catch up with me”
“Very funny, I am not going to be put as the sluggish flyer.”
“As if you brain controls your wings”. Nina narrowed her eyes at me and sulked, sending me livid thoughts. I smiled at Nina, showing that I was joking.
Out of nowhere, “at least she is smiling.” I turned my head around and saw Joyce hiding in the bushes, looking at a tiny butterfly on the ground.
The mood in the air seemed lighter. Warmth of the last few rays that could escape the heavy rain cloud and through the trees froze. Nothing could seem like any happier moment. Bair on the loose killing innocents on my behalf and his pack of Deemors that keep moving towards our house did not seem to matter. The culprit of these ironic mood swings are Joyce’s power and was reflecting her mood. Joyce was never the one for violence. If something got her mad or frustrated, she would shrug if off then starts singing a Japanese song on her CD player. I never had question how her powers work, and what her limitations were. She uses them gracefully and controlled.
Everyone was laughing at Joyce’s comment and enter back into the stereotype family phase.
As if, it was real.
Normally I encourage moments like these, but with these things on my mind, nothing seems to matter.
Abruptly, I walked over toward the house. As a family of Eighteen years, we have a better decent house than you would expect. An old five bedroom 7 bathes Spanish home that had 5 acres in the back. Rural de Life is what I call it we found it in bad shape, but we took the liberty to fix it up in our spare time. It was fun to do. Even Nina enjoyed it.
I walked past the dining room into the living room and sat on the sofa. Instinctively, I ran the day repeatedly in my head. Frustration came over me when I realized that today was a complete failure.
Why didn’t I comprehend the warning correctly. Ophelia wouldn’t be dead; though I am not that sad, for she was really a pain. But it doesn’t matter, because of me, someone died.
It was impossible for someone to catch us so why do I think we can catch him. Bair is a quick learner and knows what we capable of doing. This made us wary about introducing him to this kind of living. We figure since he knew us and that we wouldn’t harm him, he wouldn’t be a threat.
Anna taught him everything that we knew. Stats of us were laid out before him without even a hint of betrayal in him. A bird can never catch a dog or even a cat actually. It was against the laws of nature. Of course, we too are against the laws of nature. Therefore, we are living with the fact that he will always be after us.
Unless, a vampire could catch the dog. I shook this Idea out of my head. Vampires and Dog’s are sworn enemies since the dawn of time, I think, or at least for us mutate people.
Ironically, the fact that he is a vampire and a dog is beyond imaginable of his capabilities. His DNA is questionable along with our DNA. This also proves the fact that my Father’s lavatory stills exist. My family made a pack to become sober. Now I was going to break it. What would they think when they fine me all exultant and glittery from all the blood. On the other hand, they find me sneaking out into the night to find me a snack. Blood would become my heroin and I would lose control. We would be discovered and there is no way to hide. I could not do that to them. A leader has to be strong and seem invincible.
“I never was,” I thought aloud. Everything that happened in the past was pure luck, no skill. Even if the disagree, they never knew. Finding them was luck. Our escapes from place that were beginning to question us, pure luck. I am not a leader they think. But I can’t betray them like that. They look up to me, when every thing else falls apart.
I sighed inwardly as I heard Nina, Anna, and Joyce enter the house and walked towards the sofa sitting in front of me.
I stare back at them, not wanting to speak. They probably know that we have to do something. Anything.
Anna looks up. Something caught her eye out side and walked up towards the window.
“We are safe Somber. He wouldn’t risk doing it again.” Anna murmured. I understand how you feel.
Nina purses her lips for a second then turns her attention to me.
“Stop mopping.” She exclaimed. I rolled my eyes her irritating comment. I am not mopping because we are leaving as if she thinks.
“You need to experience some fun Somber. To forget today.” She urged.
“What type of fun should I experience then?” I muttered. My bitter mood wasn’t helping. Anna started to jump up and down, screaming in her mind that she has an idea.
“What the hell are you doing?” I laughed. Anna’s hair started to become puffy from all the jumping.
“I know that you hate us being childish , but to get your mind off of this, I have scored awesome seats for a Metallica concert!” screamed Anna.
She looked at me persuasively, with her pouting to her full advantage. I seriously could not believe this. After what happen, they want to go to a Metallica concert Just to make me forget that Bair just killed an innocent person just warn us about god knows what?
This has certainly made my day.

“So after almost being caught, you want to go out into the public eye to go see Metallica! Have you finally lost your mind? Am I only the sane person here?” I said. Even though it was a bit dramatic, it was straight to the point.
“We weren’t even nearly caught. How would be anyways? We were attending class. They think it is a suicide. Come on somber. Front row! Give your childish family some fun time!” pleaded Anna.
“Childish?” Nina snorted.
“You know what I mean.”
“Do I?”
“Fine, you rash siblings. Fair enough.” Snapped Anna.
“Still, it is too dangerous to go out in public.” I said sternly. “We have no clue to why Bair attacks Ophelia. It could be a trap, a warning or something else. Who knows what the purpose is, but it is safer to stay out of a sight for a while.”
“He attacked Ophelia?” Nina asked.
“Yeah, she was with him last.” I retorted. It is somewhat obvious.
“How do you know? You weren’t watching him were you?” contemplated Nina. She was leading to something, something wrong.
“And?”
“You need to get over him. He wasn’t even good looking anyway.”
I lay back on the couch, showing my displeasure. So what if I do still like Bair. I am not obsessing over him or falling in love with him. He is just a guy that attracts me to a certain degree, in which some cases I like to watch him and see what he does. It is perfectly normal.
“Anyways, I highly doubt that Bair would even like Metallica. He is a want to be thug. He would rather shave his ears off than listen to their music. So what is the big threat over us going to a concert?” Nina stated, being stubborn as ever.
“The big threat is them coming to the concert on a mission to kill us. Don’t you see every possibility of us getting in or other in danger by walking out the front door?” I yelped raising up from my spot on the couch. This rewarded me with a smirk from Nina.
Somber, that is the same exact thing you said about us going to school. Nina is going to win. Joyce thought. In addition, I do not mind going to a concert. It makes everyone feel normal when we do something human.
Nevertheless, of course I do hate them not being normal. Maybe a time for some danger could our minds working right.
I sighed.
“Okay maybe your right, seeing a concert. Only this once is I going to let this slide. We can’t keep on going out every time something bad happens.” I muttered.
Getting those words out was harder that I expected to be. The three of them jumped with glee and ran up stairs to do god know what.
I got up from the couch and went into the kitchen. I stared at the fridge for a while; finally, I took out a sprite and headed out side. The weather was hot and dry for the past few weeks. Un-normal for Hawaii. Heading into fall means rain, rain, and even more rain. But I don’t mind it; I love to hear the sound of rain hitting the tree’s leaves at night remembering all the good times I spent in Santa Monica. I would play in the rain for hours reflecting on the things on my mind. I would play with my friend in our bathing suits having a blast. Now, the rain only feels even more cold and lonely. The solitude presence gives me something to reflect upon, make me see how good I have it now and how I should be exultant for what I have.
Nevertheless, I request solitude whenever I get the chance. I know that I need my family as much as they need me, but my selfishness of myself is what seems right. I don’t need anyone else in my life, for they would be a stranger to my world. I would rather have my family for anything.

(*)

“So when are we going?” I asked cautiously. The three came out side with new clothes and some makeup on. It was clear that they did their very best to look extremely presentable for a concert although I hope they know the makeup will smear from the wind.
“Tonight, in one hour, so we might as well take off.” Anna explained. Sighing at my defeat, I ran down the driveway and jumped into the air flapping my black wings, hearing the flaps of other wings behind me. What could a little concert do to us anyway? Not like it would be screen on national television.
At least I hope not.

Batman And Pigeon. (Remember Joyce?)

Hey, Back again.

I would like to say, Thanks Joyce! I understand how parents can be. My dad is unberable. And I really didn't mean to offen you. But Andrew is not a pillow i can have. So Anthony is my pillow. Which i have to say, your right about him. He is a bit...odd. And about the converstation. You know i am not normally like that I was talking to Kate earlier and she brings that side out of me.. and i was completely bored since i have no one to talk to. It was a once in a life time thing(not including tom).

I am all psychic about the upcoming Linkin Park concert. I can see Mike shinoda, Up close. Singing. It will be a dream come true. I will post some pics for you guys of the concert. And of the concert of hawthorne heights. They are giving away there new single free. I am thinking about sending it to you raymond. Maybe. If you really want it.

Ooh, and here are some of the most funniest fan made Linkin park Pics. Tell me how you like them

The Midnight Pheonix

Preface

If you look in Webster’s dictionary and looked up vampire, you would see:
Vampire
Noun
(Folklore) a corpse that rises at night to drink blood of the living.
Moreover, if you looked up bird you will see:
Noun
Warm-blooded egg-laying vertebrates Characterized by feathers and forelimbs modified as wings.
2. The flesh of a bird or fowl (wild or domestic) used as food.
3. Informal terms for a (young) woman.
4. A cry or noise made to express displeasure or contempt.
5. Badminton equipment consisting of a ball of cork or rubber with a crown of feathers.
Verb
1. Watch and study birds in their natural habitat.

Now this time, look up vamp-avian American.
No result?
Well of course, everyone knows that vamp-avian is not real, unless you talk to the cruel scientist that created my family and me. You may be looking back at number three in the definition of bird right. Well the definition is not completely correct.
Before I was born, my malice father planted avian DNA in my mother’s embryo sack.
He was a scientist for a corporation, and had the technology to do so he did. He took his own child for a lab experiment as his own ultimate sacrifice. The experiment was to see if humans were able to survive with less than 50% human DNA. To do this, it was too risky to steal a baby from a hospital, for research that has not been proven true. Therefore, scientists took babies that they knew would not be notice. The only explanation that I could come up with was from teenage mothers who were going to give their babies away once they were born. Back then, baby mother increased, leading to many born baby that had to go into the adoptions agencies. The colossal numbers will not give away the few taken babies.
Therefore, on July 5, 1977 I was born, with pastel yellow wings (which later change into black) and with enough strength, speed, and reflexes to beat solid aluminum into small pieces. I was a dangerous as a child and my parents kept a close eye on me.
When I was five, I realized that I had wings on my back. I never realized the pain of them growing through my skin. I had always gotten into trouble and the pain was nonetheless numb. I was in awe when I first saw them. The baby feathers lightly dusking my back every time I flexed the muscles. I loved running my hands through the soft black feathers, and imagining me flying everywhere. I told my mom about my wings, saying it was a gift from god. At first, she thought I was delusional, but the first summer that I had my wings, she believed me. I was about to go jump into the pool in out backyard when she looked out the window.
Her face was livid.
The night that my mother found out about my wings, she left me with my father. She never came back for me. I was heart broken to see my mother; the only person who stayed in our house for more than four hours was gone. I asked my father every night, “Why did she leave? Why doesn’t she want me?” He would just look at me with sorrow and then slap me. He would yell many profanities and tell me that I was a freak. Every time, every word was a slash at my heart. I believed every lingering word he said and blamed myself. I would stay up all night crying asking myself why I did this. I promised myself every night that I would be better; I would make my father proud that I was a freak.
I was not livid with him. Therefore, I was exultant, until he thought of me as a disgrace. I learned more in school to realize what disgrace meant. He dishonored me. Therefore, I tried even harder. Everything he taught me, he would say that I could do better. I tried as hard as I could until I felt like me wings would break off, and then I would stop. He always called me a pathetic chicken and started to hit me. I would go to school with black eyes and cuts on my arm telling teachers that I was a chicken and I needed to do better. IT was not a lie. It was just bending the truth in a no telling way, so some of my teachers said for me to go to a counselor to work out my weird problems. I knew the pain was my consequence. Eventually, I started to crumble. My excuses for my teachers were dry and unbelievable. I wanted them to catch on to the pain that I had inflicted to myself.
One day my teacher had enough with my excuses, called my dad and they had a huge fight over the phone. After 1st grade, I did not go to school anymore.
I would always ask my dad, "Why? Why can I not go to school? Mommy said school was important for me.” And his answers would always be, “You don’t need an education, chicken” or “why? So I can have your teachers down my back again?”
Therefore, to spend my time while my father was at work, I played with the boy and his little brother across the street. He was easy to get along with, distracted me from reality. I owed him my life. He saved me from my pain and made me realized I had more power than my dad was. I had more strength, more skills, and I could fly. I was livid, for the fact he would abuse his only family. I was no longer his family, and I will never be.
Sad to say that under federal law, I had to be accompanied by an adult while I was at home. Therefore, I had to keep up this charade and let myself be distracted.
When I thought that nothing could get worse, it did. That day the boy left without saying goodbye, and I found my dad dead on the floor.
My life was gone.
My distraction, the only thing that kept me alive was gone forever. My dad was dead, and to make things worse, I was forced to go to a foster home. I was not frightened like normal kids were nor did I care that my dad was dead, or burning in hell. He deserved it.
So I was moved to a foster home where I met three extraordinary girls that had the same gift as me. Anna, Nina, and Joyce were the closest people to family. We ran away together, went to school together and even learned to perfect our flying together.
We graduated from Aberdeen High school in Maryland with honor. I graduated second in all my classes and got a scholarship to Dartmouth to explore the artistic ways of journalism. I planned to be either a columnist while write a book that I was working on for fun. However, before heading off on our studies we decided to take a year off and have a little vacation to spend with each other.
We were eighteen that year. You probably forgot about this but do you know why we call ourselves vamp-avian American? During our vacation, our last stop was exploring Pennsylvania. We made believe that we were tourists and saw the Liberty Bell, Philadelphia, and the Dutch part of the country. It was a great experience for us since Joyce was going into painting; taking pictures of our surroundings for future reference used for her canvas, Nina has to know how Pennsylvania market went for her future media/ accountant job, while Anna and I just explored out inner selves with history.
The last part of our vacation was spent in exploration of the “old fashion” Dutch houses, when I noticed a strange person lurking around, following us. I have a sixth sense for these kinds of things. Usually, the feeling was faint enough it would not bother me. Nevertheless, this time it was different.
We were traveling behind a group of old people that were interesting for being old. They kept making jokes about the guide. We tried to stifle our laughter since it is rude for young people to laugh at old people and get away with it. At one funny comment I could not keep my laughter in control, so to be polite I went into another room to relieve myself. Within a few minutes, screams could be heard throughout the house. Everything blacked out and when I finally woke up, cold, I could see my family wake up to find ourselves surrounded by dead bodies.
We never knew who our creator was. It is still one of many mysteries that I contemplated at night. Anna believes it is what god has planned for us, and that our series of events has purpose. Pessimistically, Nina thinks we are being punished for whatever wrongs we did in the past or near future.

Some people ask if it is rather painfully to be bitten and turn into a soullessly zombie. All I can say it was pure bliss. I have never more alive in my life. Nevertheless, with bliss there is grief too. We cannot go in the sun because our eyes would glow so bright like the embers in hell. In addition, drinking blood is another desire that most wanted, but some how, are avian instincts took over, and the thirst resided. As a family, we say that we are sober.
From this bite, we also got something in return. I guess you can say that Joyce and I got super powers. I guess within the mixing of DNA’s that somehow, some of us obtain certain powers or that is what happens to certain people when they are bitten by vampires.
Who knows?
I ended up read minds and Joyce can control the brain of any living thing. She can make grass grow faster, fish jump out of water, and even make Nina less hungry.( We usually use this when were are running out of food and it’s too sunny for us to go outside to go grocery shopping.
I can search through any mind that is unblocked and see through any mind that is within my eye distance. The drawback of it is the when I get headaches and end up messing everyone up. I can sort have the power to control them like Joyce, But it’s not that detailed. I doo that when I have no other option.
All of this happened in the summer of 1995. Now, 2000 we have not age a single day. We are young and free going to different states starting a new high school year undercover.
Currently we live in Hawaii. The sunniest places on earth. In addition, may I add it was Joyce’s idea? Currently a junior in high school on a Friday afternoon.

...Thinking about it.

Well, as I am know writing this post, i have not finished Breaking Dawn. But i am almost finished. I know that some of you don't want to be spoiler if you haven't finished reading the book; or even started so when i am abou tto say;write, a spoiler the beginning paragraph will start with "**", and the end of it will be "//". Okay?
Anyway, The real reason why i haven't finished the book yet is the fact i want to spend my unused time on it. I don't want to read the book so quickly that i will be bored for a few weeks before i start reading it again. So i am savoring the book like a chocolate chip cookie.
I do want to talk abou the book, though , since my mom doesn't want to be spoiler even for my sanity. So here i am talking to you.
have to admitt that i was tempted to spoiler myself, even when i acciddentally reading a spoiler. I mean, i am not a paitent person. Nina you know that for sure. But even with the aciddentally spoiler, the book blew my mine away
**I hadn't expected the different point of views. No how muc i wanted to see inside Edwards head, i am quite please with jacobs.//
It is truely amazing how the pack plural and the telpathy inside the mind it. I would want to expereince it, even in human form. Imagine durinf school we can talk to each other with out getting caught with cell phones. I mean, we won't be lonely in classes, and with Anna's mind, there is no doubt we have to worry about a test anymore. Or even who is bringing food for lunch.
Yes, i admit it, i am a jacob fan but not in that way.
**See, i like the fact that Jacob imprinted on "nessie". It makes me feel less guilty. At least Bella got her wish and she has all of her family. Even Charlie for that matter. But even with that, I'm still a Edward fan of loving someone. Not because of his abilities or his looks but for his kindness. Sure, Jacob has more humor than him but hey, Edward is just the right personality for me. //
Speaking of humor. Jake is hilarious with his jokes in the book.
Thinking back to the other books, I enjoy each of them for their own unique personna. I am glad that this is the last book for i don't want it to be the next harry potter marathon.


Okay, enough with Breaking dawn buisness. Time for other anouncements. I have some work for you guys... well mostly Nina, anna, and joyce. (BTW, Joyce haven't HEARD from you in awhile. LEAVE a comment... :) ). I know you, anna, Have some things to say and still go on the other account.. but i still want the other blog running. So i am leaving you guys in charge of it. The password is the same... the email , my aol account. I want you guys to fill me in with your stuff. I don't want to feel out of the circle if you know what i mean. You don't have to do right now but i like to see something. OOH and read all of the old posts. I love those. they were AWESOME!!. So that is your homework for the week. And if you have a fanfic account and have me screename... (nina) i will be updating my story's . I have been editing my longer story and i was thinking of posting it here everytime i am finish with a whole complete chapter that is perfect by MY standards. (spelling ,grammer, I know you will be fustrated nina but i will do my best!!). I may post it later today. I am going to see The Mummy with my mom's friend. Speaking of her i will post the cute puppy pics later.


Well, see you later ASFAAWBFFE's TSU!

Pics galore

Hay guys, after i calmed down from my recent blog post...i have decide to post some due pictures...:



this one is for nina mainly... see how plain it is. and soo... blue?
YOu guys wanted to my bangs.. but all of these phots don't do it justice soo.. have paitence till i figure out how to disable the flash off of my camera.

I have found a chinese/korean store.. and my mom bought me this.. it was really good.

This is lake blore. Not a ocean. See, there are a HUGE different between a lake and a ocean. the second pic explains it. By the way do you see my feet?

Just my dad.... say hello.

the plains of texas...and wheat fields.

My bracelet that i got. I am still wearing it.

THe box is sooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well.. buddha so help me, i need a distraction and this only lasted ten minutes. Dang.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

LIFE IS CRUEL....WANNA KNOW WHY?
BECAUSE THERE ARE FRIKEN SPOILER OF BREAKING DAWN ALL OVER THE INTERNET BECAUSE OF A STORE CALLED H.E.B LOCATED IN TEXAS THAT LEAKED AND SOLD BREAKING DAWN EARLY.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(INSERT SCREAMING)
AND SADLY, I HAVE HAD MY EYES BURN. I SAW A SPOILER.... I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS A SPOILER... I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT'S TRUE.....

AND OMG.....IF IT IS TRUE... THE ENDING IS A TAD BIT MESSED UP... JUST A LITTLE.. BUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOMEONE KILL ME NOW.



ANYWAYS... I PREORDER IT AT BORDERS... I AM SCARED... WELL TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH.. I KNOW ONE TRUE SPOILER.. AN THE OTHER ONE.. EH.... BUT IF YOU WANNA KNOW...IM... IT'S THE ONLY SITE I AM WILLING TO GO ON THATS NOT LINKIN PARK. EVEN FANFICTION IS RUINED.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Breaking News!!!

The photo shoot that i done has finally been posted on the windward mall website. Let the front page picture sysle through and you will see me and two other girls.... RESPOND

THreee Strikes and your out!

Wow,... i can't believe you guys can't guess it. After how many times i have said this during FIRST and Botball.
"at first i thought snow...but texas shouldnt snow rite...i mean cuz its still pretty close to the equator...rite? RITE?!!?!?and i must disagree with anna: how does the red head following u to texas equal hell finally freezing over? Wouldn't it be more like...Heaven freezing over...or...wutever temperature heaven is :Dive got to say...you've been stuck in a week of constant rain and the rain isnt letting up...or...you just about died when you saw a red head/huy/brady/brennan look-a-like O.OOR...you're just sad that your best friends are there and so its finally settled that hell has come to eat you...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i shall win this guessing game! MUAHAHAHA-*coughcough*-ha...!"
this wasn't even close...
the closet person was Raymond:
"u finally realized that linkin park isn't as good as motion city or mae? i knew u'd snap out of it :P"

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I have fallen in love with the song "Forever" by CHRIS BROWN.

I will take a moment for you to calm yourselves down.

Yes i love this song... and yes hell has finally froze over.. i would love to hear what you have to say.

Hell has finally freezed over!

I know i may have you concerned for what ever i am about to tell you. Trust me, i am even scared. The impossible has happen. Can you guess? I will give you at least a day. Unless i can't keep it in no longer. Take as many guess as you want.

Dum Dum DAAAA....

Well, as you probably guess from the texts that i have sent out. We have finally picked our house to be build. It's not the greenwood or the silver bell; but the Lily. It is very cool and open. Some how, the picture of the plans that i have on my standard camera are gone.. somehow... But yeah. It should be built the earliest thanksgiving latest christmas. As soon as it is built i will give you my address. Another plus to that is that i will be going to Shoemaker high school. It is recongize for it terrific STEM program. So i will be on the robotics team. From what i have heard it that they placed third in the semi-finals last year and the year before they were in the finals. I will definately tell them about you guys so you have to raise enough money to come to texas. Speaking of texas i have some cool photos that i took that you migh be very interested in.

They have actually names a store after me!! I am everywhere. And it seems the birds like me.

We were around when we saw some cows around the road. And my first though was "Has Nina every seen a cow?" So here you go nina. Your own cow named after you. The funny part is this cow actually posed for me.

The next four pictures is an example when the clouds fall in love with the Sun. They cry with joy. This was taken with in ten minutes and two things happen. 1. The tempture 99 went to 73 degrees. 2. We could see six feet in front of us.

Well other than that,...today i am having a marykay facial. I will try to get some sample and send them to you. Oh and before i forget. "Get a clue" by Simon and Milo is my new theme Song. I love it. You should love it.

Joyces MOM

Hey guys, you know that CD you gave me with the song Stacy's Mom? Well to add some fun, i made an asfaawbffe version. I named it Joyce's Mom (the andrew version). Read all the way through it. I made some changes besides the names. Note: the blogger posting thingy won't let it be posted right so just bear with it.

Joyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce, can I come over after school? (after school)We can hang around by the WII (and play rock band )Did your mom get back from her car trip? (business trip)Is she there, or did she turn into pika? (poor pika)You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to beI'm all grown up now, baby can't you seeJoyce's mom has got it goin' onShe's all I want and I've waited for so longJoyce, can't you see you're just not the girl for meI know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Joyce's momJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)Your mom came out with just a towel on (Oh My God)I could tell she liked me from the way she stared (the way she stared)And the way she said, "您在那錯過斑點。 為什麼我們無論如何雇用您？" (In chinese)And I know that you think it's just a nightmareBut since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like meJoyce's mom has got it goin' onShe's all I want, and I've waited so longJoyce, can't you see you're just not the girl for meI know it might be wrong,but I'm in love with Joyce's momJoyce's mom has got it goin' on She's all I want and I've waited for so long, Joyce can't you see your just not the girl for me, I know it might be wrong but oh oh (I know it might be wrong) I'm in love with (Joyce's mom oh oh) (Joyces mom oh oh) I'm in love with Joyce's mom

Some Pictures and A new layout..!

So, how do you like the new layout? when i first saw it , i was like, " AWWWW" for a minute. The movie was so cute!!! Speaking of movies, go on youtube and search "the clique movie trailer". Watch the trailer and tell me how fake it is. When Massie said, "Stop. I lost an earing. NoBODY moves." I was like, WTF? who says that is real life?

This is still in hawaii. Doesn't the birds look a little too posed?

The Texas land. You see all those clouds? Not one of them can block the sun. The avoid it.

The Olive garden sign. I had the capillini pomodoro. I was soooo stuff. it was sooo good.

My face leaving the Hale Koa to go the airport.

These are the house plans of the previous post

The housing front

So far what we have looked at:

Harker Heights:

My mom had found one that she absolutely loves. It is called the Silver bell. 3 br 2 bth 2277 sf. Even though its not two story, i say it is pretty cool. In a nice area too. If we get one built we get to choose the colors and carpet.

Well let me know what you think. and here is the link :http://www.drhorton.com/corp/GetInvHome.do?invHomeId=27242&pr=44059

Tommorrow we are looking into copperas cove and seeing what is there. Now we aren't sure whether this house or some other house. I am just letting you know what we have looked at and if there is a possibility. Let me know what you think.