Hey,.. and now a message

I am here in fourth period with Ian. Say hi ian.
ian:hi
So ian... how are you on this fine lovely day?
ian: ok i guess, kinda just want to go home and sleep through it
What about your girlfriend.. Forgetting about her too?
ian: ur never gonna let thia go r u??? shes doin fine
uhuh, okay,.. let's tell the folks at home... how bad i like james..
ian: k im up for that
... say something....
ian: like wat???
god.. i mean buddha.. so you don't think i am obsessed?
ian: yes u r obsessed
great conversation we having aren't we...?? Class is almost out...
ian: YAY FREEDOM!!!!!!! (nearly)
Science is next....


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Hehe... nobody got it?

Okay, for the grand finale : Their names are James and David. James is the one with personality and David is...god. He is actually asian too. He has beautiful eyes

First Major OBD of the year? I think so!

You heard it right. Major OBDness and it is doubled. [insert oohs and ahs]
Since i feel so... happy today, I won't let you wait til tomorrow for me to tell you; Yet know that i think of it, i will give you clues and you have to guess the names? Seem fair enough?
Okay let's get started:

1st guy:

1. The major evil character in the BOOK Twilight
2. A cliche name for a bulter

2nd Guy:

1. The name is in the Bible
2. 5 letters but two are the same
3. masterpiece of Renaissance sculpture sculpted by Michelangelo

Can you guess the Names?? Who ever get's it right will get a cookie!!

YOu thought i would forget??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINA !!!!! (pisst okay i admit i forgot but i got the reminder on gaia so i owe gaia my life!!!). And here is your cupcake!!!

I can die happy now(almost)

When i came onto this computer during fourth period. I saw something that literally made my jaw drop and made tears come to my eyes.
http://bellaandedward.com/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=162&page=2

This are the movie stills
caution: make sure you are sitting down when you are view these pictures

I Need help ! (and not in that kind of way -_-)

We have to do a science project. And guess what. I haven't done a science project. But it is optional and my teacher is expectiong a lot from me. I need help. Or maybe some idea's ask the stupid seniors too. Please. I am in over my head.

Marisa Answers the dumb question

"Walter asked why u dont look like ur model picture everyday xDi think he thinks u look hot"
-nina
Wanna know why??? because the picture is my modeling picture; there is make up, and touch ups to the photo. I can look like that, but i refuse not because i am a jean and a tshirt hot girl perosn. And thank you for think me as hot. Now, when you get hot ; we can go out! how is that?

Boredom Blues..

Yes, I am sad. Why you ask? Because I think history is going to repeat itself.
I don't know if i ever told you this but when I was in Aliamnu Middle school, I hit a friendship depression. It all started with Stephanie Sison. We were friends in the same homeroom until she became powerful i.e. popular. Then she turn everyone except my friend Brittany on me. THey hated me. They said names, accused me of unjust things. I ended up skipping one day of school to go to the beach because i couldn't stand them and i didn't want to end up in the cousnlers office again for crying. 7th grade was a horrid year for me.
The reason why i am telling you this because I think Jessica is going to be the next Stephanie. I just feel it because well, she is not like me or you. She is like Ester is some ways. She acts all preppy and bitchy and stuff. And i think she is going to take Larissa down with her. I mean, I am starting to feel a little uncomfortable around them already. I think part of the reason is because i am comparing everyone to you guys. But i don't know. Jessica is getting on my nerves too. She is soooo blonde. She is loud whiney and just stupid. She said i should quit robotics because it make me all geeky! What i really wanted to say was that "When i get into college and start working, i will be making twice as much money as you and have a set job already for me." But i didn't because i don't want to be lonely. Thats why i haven't left their group. Who would i go to? Who would i hang out with? I haven't been that social with people. I have been doing work. (oh and anna, everyone of my teachers think i am should be in AP! I am soooo happy). I feel kinda isolated. I mean, Robotics, well, i dunno. I don't have anyone to lean on. I am just scared. I really wish that you guys are here. I keep on imagining you guys with me and imgaining what you would say in certain situations. I need advice, please. I need real advice.

This is for you nina

I was looking on the internet and i saw this and my mind instantly came to.
http://www.inventionreaction.com/weird-inventions/Bakery-Themed-Usb-Flash-Drives
Check out more of the site. It is soooo cool!

Picture

Here is the Picture Joyce and to all that think that this pic to sooooo hilarious.
Okay, now here is the play by play. Joyce: HIIIIIIII wazzzuppppp!
Marisa: Peace people i am by TOM!!.
Tom: Hi mom.
Brennon: I am just going to hold his bar and smile.. hopefully i look cute with chubby cheeks!

Sorry ><

Sorry that i haven't been able to post about my first few weeks of school. Everything has been hetic, and fustrating. I have switch to POE (Principles of Engineering) and dropped PE. But now i am thinking that i should have done that. For one, I have found out two things that i never thought was possible.
1) My teacher, Mr. Melvin is more boring than Mr. Sakayue when giving a lecture. At least Mr. Sakayue makes instead jokes and you add lib somethings.
2) I have found someone that could be equally or even worse than Daniel. Yes, i have said it. His name is Cody. I hate him. I want to kill him. And if Mr. Sakayue was reading this, he would say that Cody is my third husband. Did i mention how much i hate cody?

So far, school has been okay. I made a possible ASFAAWBFFE. Her name is Jessica. She is a freshman but she acts older than her age. And currently she won the OBD battle. There is this guy name Josh Roberts. He is quiet, hot, and basically like Jasper if you look really hard. But the thing is, Jessica is his next door neighbor and i have a class with him. SO we are fighting (not really) who gets him. But being the good person i am , i gave him to her. Maybe , hopefully, he wouldn't like her and like me,.. but hopefully.

Also, if you see me on tv, for mass murder. Blame the freshman. They are stupid. Really stupid. Like 4th gradfer stupid. So don't blame me and give me bail money.

Well, i have to go and Sleep. (Not really, i am going to watch the Forbidden Kingdom on my Ipod.)

Long post: Dedicated to the Nina

Did you know the tear, Nina, has back personal. Well, here they come. I would have to say that these two years of the time spent together has many funny memories. Mostly funny, others... just on the weird side. When enter math on the first day of school. My first thought was, and now don't kill me.. "She has a weird look on her face." But then i realized. It was the Nina look. Yeah i noticed that we were on the edge with each other. That is why i hid behind anna, or so tried. You and anna made my math period better. I still hate mrs. Link. I still think she should have given me a D. But hey. What goes around comes around...
One of the most memorable moment of eight grade was when they ditch us. I remember spending time in Mrs. Asato's class bored as hell. Us together is like setting off a huge bomb. From the bonding experience we could tell was too much when we ended up looking the same. Same pair of pants, same color shirt, and same shoes. Hell, I bet we still do it.
But i was happy they ditch us.
When we entered High school. The bonding continued. In the mornings it was a race to see who got there faster. I normally won, unless i was bringing jamba then we both win. I miss scaring Mr. Sakayue. It was soo funny. Since we would be talking then he would venture out of his office then stare at us like we were doing something wrong. Which we weren't, right nina? lol.
It was cool having our science classes with the same teacher. We study together. You yell at me when i say the test was easy.
Once first HURC started. We lived in Sakayues.
Being on the same team was funny. Even if the stupid korean got on my nerves. I remember jumping for joy when i thought Loreto was telling the truth that Daniel was gay. You looked at me and then said to anna, "She looks scary"
I lost my buddy in Botball and First.
Anna took you. Bad ANNA! jk!!!
I loved the parties you threw me. And the hidden surprises. One of the pictures from the box that was token at ice palace that said, it was your nina face. I keep it in my binder at a reminder of you. And i wear the friendship bracelet.
I even still have our banquet picture, I can see it. And your long hair.
If i ever happen to be in Hawaii. My first place to look for you is Sakayues. If not, i have to look by food stands, then your house!!!!

Oh and before i forget on purpose. Remember when you told me your middle name. That is part of the source were i find out all the information about the stuff happening in hawaii. And if you don't still understand what i am talking about, check your email. I am sorry. It was an insurance policy if you guys don't update me. I never opened anything personal. :)

P.S. The next post will be either about school or Anna. Or both... hehe..
PPS i did spell check.

!!

I got into STEM, but i am dropping gym for next year or summer school...............

*insert high pitch screams*

It was awesome! No,... actually it was more than awesome it was...linkin park. There are no words to describe the concert. You can even say that i am partial deaf and i barely have a voice! But let's cut to the chase shall we?

1:00 p.m.

Arriving at the concert at the smirnoff center. There was a huge line waiting to go into the gates. You can see 500 hundred people waiting and that was barely the whole crowd. You could see different types of Linkin park shirts from various years. Me and my mom wore linkin park shirt. Gotta represent!

1:15 p.m.

Got inside the gates.It was hot! it was suppose to get up to the 99 degrees! anyways... while looking for shade i got some souveniors. I got a girls linkin park blue tee, A girl black linkin park hoodie and a music for relief bandana.(pics below)

My rocker face. I had changed out of my minutes to midnight shirt to this one. I was less hot so that was good. It was taken in the bathroom which were quite sanitarty.

My hoodie that is my baby. It looks sooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty. Do i need to say more?

2:00 p.m.

Armor for sleep came on. They were okay..

2:40 p.m.

Hawthorne heights came on. I watch there set for Raymond.. you owe me big time btw. They were good. They work with the crowd, but the still need a LOT of work.

3:00 p.m.-5:10 p.m.

Waited unstil the big bands played. We found shade in the grass but there were ants. Good thing we weren't wearing shorts!

5:15 p.m.

The headliners!

First up : Street Drum corps.

THey sound good but the are all in the techno and emo music. But seeing them plyaing the drums are so cool!

Second: Ashes divide.

One word. They need some mentoring. They didn't even work with the crowd. But they did have a cool banner?!!

Third: The Bravery.

I really was looking forward into seeing them. And really put on a good show. They did Believe and some other songs that i don't know. I say that i am a fan of them now. (See pics below)

The Bravery. You guys need to check out this band. Seriously. They are good. And funny.

"Did you guys didn't notice any diferent lyrics during the song?"

yes

"Well since i wrote the song, and since it's my song, i just rewrote it in front of you. Check out the new version on YOUTUBE."

you had to be there.

Fourth: Chris cornell

He was the lead singer of audioslave. He was really good. I knew some of his songs. His banner was so cool. i took some pics.

Fifth!!!: LINKIN PARK

When they came out, i swear you could hear everyone screaming with in a 200 mile radius. I never in my life seen so many linkin park fans. They put on such an awesome show. I never wanted it to end. Mike, look so hot. Seeing him in person (screaming for 10 minutes), he looked so.. musculer and mature and awesome...

Set list:

01. One Step Closer

02. Lying From You
03. Somewhere I Belong

04. No More Sorrow

05. Papercut

06. Points Of Authority

07. Wake 2.0

08. Given Up

09. From The Inside

10. Leave Out All The Rest

11. Numb

12. The Little Things Give You Away

13. Breaking The Habit

14. Shadow Of The Day

15. Crawling

16. In The End

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17. What I've Done

18. Faint

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19. Bleed It Out

Show Notes:

- 'In Stereo' was over 'Points Of Authority'. 'There They Go' was over the outro.

- Mike rapped the first verse of 'Hands Held High' over the Reanimated intro to 'Crawling'. Chris Cornell then joined the band for the song and sang the entire second verse, the outro, and Aaron's harmonies.

- Street Drum Corps performed on the intro to 'One Step Closer', and came back out on the bridge of 'Bleed It Out'.

-Brad came in a little early on the intro to 'No More Sorrow'.

- After the show, Phoenix and Chester threw out money (as in dollar bills) into the pit.

PICS BELOW!!!

note: they may not be good since it was taken from my phone... :(

Wanted Jennifer Vineyard

Hate her.
Loathe her.
Petition against her bad journalism biased skills.

HOW DARE THEY!!

Okay, now i am pissed. I was recently searching the internet and i came upon this: http://www.mtv.com/movies/news/articles/1593000/20080818/story.jhtml

How dare they?! Us twihards don't say crap about the potter people. They are just plain rude. I mean seriously, They are calling Twilight the Hannah montana lit. OMB!
" 'Twilight' is sort of like the 'Hannah Montana' of literature," Carpenter explained to MTV News. "If you're outside the 14-to-16-year-old age range, you might listen to it, and it might get stuck in your head, but it's not good literature. It's not really enriching your life the way 'Harry Potter' might."
Wow. I must say that Harry potter is enrishing your life by education your people into spells and witchcraft. Whereas, how CAN you relate to Harry in anyways? Do you get normally abused by your uncle? Go to boarding school?No way. At least in Twilight you relate. Like being insecure, dealing with divorced parents, moving to a different school. Those are the things that you can relate too.
But i am thankfull that all the comments don't agree with this article. I serious think that MTV is just wanting publicity and another juiy article.

Funny about Twilighters

Hey i was looking on the internet and i found this. To me it funny.

Dre: You have anything to share regarding Twilighters?
Laremy: [silence]
Dre: Yyyellow?
Laremy: They are mental.
Dre: Huh?
Laremy: They lined up at 8 for a Thursday noon panel.
Dre: Well, that's not so bad. That happens at Comic-Con.
Laremy: Dre ... 8 at night.Dre: Huh?
Laremy: That's pm.Dre: I ... see.
Laremy: That's 16 hours early. They CAMPED out.
Dre: Yes, yes ... I think I understand now.
Laremy: No. No, you don't. They wear homemade t-shirts that say "Team Edward" or "Team Jacob." They scream anytime that Cam guy appears on camera, anywhere in the world.
Dre: OK, OK. I got it.
Laremy: Listen, Dre. You ever see one of 'em ... damnit, you run. You run and you don't look back.
I didn't like where this was going but I got the picture. I signed off.
I can see Raymond particpating in the conversation.

The most shocking Nick movie

Now, I know that Nina has tried to read the books, but this series is the most funniest and shocking ever. Oddly, they are making a movie (from Nick) and here is I believe the most funniest clip i have seen so far. Now imagine 12 years olds doing that. Yes, i agree with the blonde. That is shocking!

Along with the series, I think... Joyce you should try. Anna, um... not your cup of tea I think. It's more like going through my mind in a more girly fashion. But if you can handle me, I think you can handle it. Nina, don't discourge them! Let them decide.

Midnight Pheonix: Chpater 1

Chapter one





Lunch.
The dreaded hour that my head is exploded thoughts that would rupture any brain. Making through the long line is all I want happen. From then it would be easier.
I peer at the number of people ahead of me just to get the plastic container. The food did not look good compared to the cafeterias and yet that line is shorter. I will learn, will I?
Sadly, I come here because of him.
He eats in this area, just a yard from where I am standing.
The line moves up a few feet, and I grimaced at the slow pace. The other people do not see it slow, but I do. If only Joyce was here right now, I could get my lunch and leave. I shifted my weight around and peeked at the front of the line. I could see the cashier. A good thing. I bit my lip and focused on her.
Stupid children, just want to get and get out with out being polite. Shoot, maybe next time that boy Bair would learn not to snap at me.
I rolled my eyes. My torturer is he. He would never leave me be would he? I closed my eyes and opened my brain.
Well, I should not take it out on the children who did nothing wrong. What the heck.
“Free lunch!” the lady said.
The line moved faster as the plastic containers of rice and Teri Burgers disappeared. I got mine and went back to my friends, passing him. He was alone on the bench, his hat low hiding his eyes from the sun. He did not seem to see me. He was looking at the line. I hurried back to my lunch spot near the oak tree. I set my bag down next to the others, and took my spot in the shade.
What took you long?
“Long line,” I said to Nina.
“You should have sent Joyce with you; I needed your help with the debate.”
I turn my gaze to Nina. Her long black hair was up in a ponytail with a few wisps of her bangs attached to her forehead. She was eating next to Joyce, usually next to Anna.
“How did she win?” I asked wary.
“She didn’t win,” Nina snapped.
“Okay,” I smiled “How did she cheat?”
“She had philosophy last period.”
I shook my head humorlessly and passed her my lunch. In return, she gave me her water bottle. I looked around the lot, and eventually my gaze landed on him.
He was still sitting on the bench but a girl, Ophelia was with him. She was talking; god knows what, but probably something unimportant to the average male species.
I’ll prove this to Stephanie.
Ophelia moved closer to Bair and ended up sitting on his lap. I expected him to push her off, but instead he wrapped his arms around her.
Haha fooled you.
I was stunned. He was speaking to me…
Wish you were different position now do you?
I sat there with my mouth open, gazing at him. How could someone so handsome be so evil? He was doing this to me on purpose. That is why he is here. To punish me with my own feelings. It was cruel and unjust. I wouldn’t put that pain on any one else.
Bair scooted his girlfriend closer to him. Rearranging her so he could look at me.
He grinned happily but his eyes gave it away. His almond shape green eyes had circles under them. With all the weight his eyes dropped. His eyes glowed red; his head tilted towards the sun. I knew that look. His warning for me. To watch out.
Underneath of this, even though he was doing this to me, I knew he was in pain. It was etched upon his pearl face.
I regain my composer, stood up, and sat next to Anna, away from Bair’s face.
Anna is thin and small. Her short black hair usually hiding her face unless she pins it up. Currently it was pinned up.
No one knew except my family what just went on. No one really notice my family that much. We stick to ourselves and only interact with people who are oblivious. We don’t touch the lives of this school. We like it that way. It is less to leave. We most just eat lunch and watch the nature of people’s beautiful society.
At least I do.
Anna was sitting there eating her teriyaki chicken, intensely listening to the conversation that Nina and Joyce were having on the properties of wing formation. Anna was usually quiet, just observing everyone around giving in her thoughts every once in awhile. If Joyce was not with us, she could be easily pointed out as the shiest one. Though brilliantly smart, she could never grasp the subject of the social heath. However, it was her choice, and it made her who she was. She was the supporter to me. She understood and wouldn’t voice an opinion that she knew I couldn’t handle.
Yet Nina is very openly. She wasn’t afraid to give her own opinion. Of course, she could be stubborn, and just weird, but she was the baby and the moocher. She is extremely smart too but not as smart as Anna. With all of them combine, neither Anna nor Nina could fill the spot of Joyce in my heart. She was the first one to join my family and has been with me since. She is the best drawler I know. She could take the ugliest thing dammed to earth and can pull out the light. That is what brought me too her. Though she may look like an outcast, she is really the brightest one in our family.
I let my eyes wonder around the courtyard, looking at other friends that were not me to distract myself. Envies that I was, I pitied them. Their flawed, warm, aging bodies enjoying the few rays of sun that was sipped out through the clouds, compared to mine. They were all the same, unrealistic to what could really happen.
Accidently, my gaze turn to Bair, and Ophelia. They were holding hands walking towards the stairs.
Stephanie will faint when I tell what we are about to do.
I smile to myself; she was not ready for what was coming. Her thoughts may be in lust, but I knew she felt the instinctive fear.
At that moment, Bair turned his head and our eyes met. He slightly smiled and return to Ophelia with his arm around her waist. He could feel the fear. I smirked.
“Flirting with your so called enemy?”
Anna was looking at me with a smile on her face. Her humor faded.
I know you still love him.
“Flirting is an understatement, glaring hits the target” I murmured. I refocused my eyes on my bottle water. It felt warm clutch in my icy hand. I tried to hide back the tears but it was worthless. Crying is a weakness of mine that I wish that I didn’t have or shouldn’t have. If only I have avoid the things that had hurt me the most. On the other hand, have the strength to repress it.
I felt an arm a round me. I looked up and saw Nina on the other side. She could not understand my feelings. She resented love, Along with other weaknesses that made her strong and inexorable.
Although cold as the damned could be, belonging to my family felt warm. The warmest feeling that I long for every minute of my life.

The bell ranged silent in my ears, numb, my family left my side and blended slightly into the crowd heading toward our six period classrooms. I sat up and join the crowds.
I was numb and unaware of my surroundings, trying repressing the feelings and made them into a void.
I took my seat on the east side of my geometry classroom. It was the safest place since our teacher Mrs. Link had this Gland infection and started spitting every time she talks. I do not understand how she does not realize it and then takes a sip of water and talk. It is bad for the last person who has to sit on the front and center seat of the classroom.
I got the seat once. Luckily, I stopped her with a question every time she thought of getting a sip of water. She tends to forgets things easily.
Saying my hellos to Catelyn and Derrkic, I let my head enter Mrs. Link’s head to seeing what we were doing today so I could get some sleep. I have been up scoping the near by mountains to track any trace of Bair’s pack. Joyce’s senses are strong towards the felines/werewolves; feeling their strength and antagonism. Somehow, I am not able to find them.
With in a human speed I got my work finished, relaxed myself in my chair, and let my head wander.
Bair was a popular subject in my head, even though I would not admit it to anyone. He has been in my mind since I had saved him. I saved him from death in the most hypocritical way possible.
I killed him.
I turned him into a vampire. I do not want humans to have to deal with what damn really means. It is painful to see your whole life be washed down the drain from either one-vacation trip or from a harmless infatuation.
Not that I had a choice. I could have let him just die fatefully, but seeing his limp body, seem so delicate in the middle of his blood.
I felt guilty.
I was the reason why he was killed.
I knew his was suffering from the numbness instead of what he expected pain. The shameful guilt and hopefulness is the reason why I bite him.
All the other details in between are not important to me, that I forgot them, but I do remember how things came out to be like this. He had loved me since I moved here. He would do the stereotype aggravating boy stuff and strutted off his status. After all the crap he did, he would stalk me.
It was amusing.
I would go out at night after a football game or a dance and here him scuffling along. He would wear socks to try to muffle the sound. Of course being part bird, made it easier to catch the sound. It was cute seeing that some boy was stalking me. Eventually, I waited for him. It fascinated me that some male was interested in me.
Didn’t he see the awkwardness? The way I shy way from others. I don’t act human no matter how much I try to fit in.
Every night I grow more and more onto him. He was smart, and a fast learner. Eventually I fell in love with him.
Love.
Yes, the word that seems to distance now in the present. I enjoyed his presence. I didn’t feel abnormal around society.
I felt human.


Nevertheless, when I saved him, he resisted the truth. After all, we went through, he now felt that strangeness. The monster.
He ran away, leaving a pathetic note saying that he would get me back one day. He wants to be human. He wants to be normal.
At First, I was heart broken. I open up to a human to only to be shut down again. This makes him the second mistake I ever made. The first one really did have a future. When I was seven, a little boy lived across the street form me. Childhood sweethearts are a name for it. We were inseparable. Giggling at cooties, and the weirdness of a first kiss. Of course, he left without saying goodbye one morning. Even though I never understood why, it was for the best and I never regret it.
A few weeks ago, I found out that Bair was well manner vampire, and dog. I give him credit though; he understood how I felt towards Deemors. Deemors are like the devils bounty hunters. Their boney coarse black bodies are the picture of death. . I am guessed that one of the scientists that my dad works with came up with this idea. Did I mention that love actually meant eat? Yeah, so now he is trying to get me jealous, and then lead me toward death that he could not go to.


I brought my brain back into reality and looked up and the white board. Math has always been easy for me. There are no multiple choices for the answer like my appalling choices that I had to make. Unlike life, where so many possibilities lie ahead.
A loud short bell went, through out the school campus unknowing. Then panic rose through my spine. I could feel that faint feeling, paranoia. I could feel my heart stop and start repeatedly. My breathing shallow. I could hear every sound, every thought… in this room… and outside.
Run bird, Run.
Chaos spread through my mind as everyone was thinking, “what the hell?’, “Oh, my, god, what the fuck is happening” or “Yes! No home work”. I regain consciousness and with out thinking, I ran out of the classroom to find my family. Scanning through the corridors, I notice Nina. She was up against a wall, stiff and silent. Instantly I ran up to her.
“What the hell is going on?” I gritted through my teeth. With everyone talking and thinking, I was getting a severe headache. The voices were mush together. A constant muttering inside my head.
Nina looked around and did a 360.
“Everyone is worried, and scared, they must not know what is going on? I highly doubt it is a drill,” said Nina.
“I agree, I would have heard something coming. Any sight of Anna and Joyce?”
“That was who I was looking for. If you haven’t spotted me, I would have taken off at the field. They would too.”
“I feel the feeling , Nina.” I mumbled.
Nina looked at me with anxious eye.
“The Feeling?”
I nodded.
“Do you think it has anything to do with Bair?”
“I don’t know, Nina. My guess is just as good as yours.”
“It’s not like him to do this out of the blue. He would have given us a warning.”
I froze.
“He did Nina.”
By now, the halls were empty. Everyone was on the other side of the campus.
“When?” Nina Demanded.
“At lunch.”
Nina just looked at me. She didn’t need words for what she wants to say.
“He wouldn’t risk that! He knows what would happen to him. He is not as stupid as we expect him to be,” I yelled impatient.
Another weakness of mine does not know what is happening. Being blind is the worst thing that could ever happen to me. Nina raised her eyes in suspicion, “So you don’t want him to be caught?”
“If he was caught he would exposed us,” I mutter, quickly as I started to walk down the hall. “He doesn’t play fair remember. We need to maneuver our way towards the field so we can take off. It’s not safe here.”
Nina followed me through the halls. Nervously, I scattered my head around the campus. Uncertain not to miss a piece of evidence to Bair’s plans.
The open field stood below us in recorded time. Looking over toward Nina I gave her, a nod and she open her wings. Her 9-foot brown wings extend themselves to their extent. Compared to mine, they were beautiful, while mine is frightening.
Pitch black, mine stood to 11 feet. My feathers changed colors when I turn ten. Before that, they were a yellowish white. No the yellowish did not brush your teeth type but an Easter color.
I do not mind the Black; they show the more mature side of me.
Nina jumped off the bleachers, declining slowly before bringing her wings down, thrusting herself up. Finally, I jumped off the bleachers.



By four p.m., I could clearly see Anna and Joyce pacing around the house. Nina and I were a few miles out from our house.
It wasn’t unusual to see Anna pace around. She fears the most out of all of us. Whenever one of us was out doing scouting, she was the one up all night waiting for us to come home.
I focused my mind on Anna, Crap; Bair could have sneaked up on them. It’s nearly three, and she still isn’t home. Where could she have gone? I hope that they didn’t run into each other. God, please tell me they didn’t run into each other.
Wait, is that…her?
I grinned. I looked to my right to see Nina then bank left and caught some speed. With that momentum, I soared up into the air until I was at least an attitude of non-visibility and then I did a nosedive aimed at Anna. Quickly Anna moved a millisecond to the right and had me disarrayed.
“Somber, there you are, were you reading my mind? I tried to find you but I got a glimpse of Bair and I was afraid of leading him towards our house. What about privacy?” Snapped Anna.
Intensely as I could, I tried to follow the conversation. She continues talking about how worried she was when she could not find me and how Bair and I looked like a cute couple.
Emphasis on tried.
A few minutes later Nina skidded in, breathing hard. I forgot I left her back there with out a notice.
“Hey Somber, at least tell me when your going to do that” breathed Nina.
I rolled my eyes. “You didn’t have to catch up with me”
“Very funny, I am not going to be put as the sluggish flyer.”
“As if you brain controls your wings”. Nina narrowed her eyes at me and sulked, sending me livid thoughts. I smiled at Nina, showing that I was joking.
Out of nowhere, “at least she is smiling.” I turned my head around and saw Joyce hiding in the bushes, looking at a tiny butterfly on the ground.
The mood in the air seemed lighter. Warmth of the last few rays that could escape the heavy rain cloud and through the trees froze. Nothing could seem like any happier moment. Bair on the loose killing innocents on my behalf and his pack of Deemors that keep moving towards our house did not seem to matter. The culprit of these ironic mood swings are Joyce’s power and was reflecting her mood. Joyce was never the one for violence. If something got her mad or frustrated, she would shrug if off then starts singing a Japanese song on her CD player. I never had question how her powers work, and what her limitations were. She uses them gracefully and controlled.
Everyone was laughing at Joyce’s comment and enter back into the stereotype family phase.
As if, it was real.
Normally I encourage moments like these, but with these things on my mind, nothing seems to matter.
Abruptly, I walked over toward the house. As a family of Eighteen years, we have a better decent house than you would expect. An old five bedroom 7 bathes Spanish home that had 5 acres in the back. Rural de Life is what I call it we found it in bad shape, but we took the liberty to fix it up in our spare time. It was fun to do. Even Nina enjoyed it.
I walked past the dining room into the living room and sat on the sofa. Instinctively, I ran the day repeatedly in my head. Frustration came over me when I realized that today was a complete failure.
Why didn’t I comprehend the warning correctly. Ophelia wouldn’t be dead; though I am not that sad, for she was really a pain. But it doesn’t matter, because of me, someone died.
It was impossible for someone to catch us so why do I think we can catch him. Bair is a quick learner and knows what we capable of doing. This made us wary about introducing him to this kind of living. We figure since he knew us and that we wouldn’t harm him, he wouldn’t be a threat.
Anna taught him everything that we knew. Stats of us were laid out before him without even a hint of betrayal in him. A bird can never catch a dog or even a cat actually. It was against the laws of nature. Of course, we too are against the laws of nature. Therefore, we are living with the fact that he will always be after us.
Unless, a vampire could catch the dog. I shook this Idea out of my head. Vampires and Dog’s are sworn enemies since the dawn of time, I think, or at least for us mutate people.
Ironically, the fact that he is a vampire and a dog is beyond imaginable of his capabilities. His DNA is questionable along with our DNA. This also proves the fact that my Father’s lavatory stills exist. My family made a pack to become sober. Now I was going to break it. What would they think when they fine me all exultant and glittery from all the blood. On the other hand, they find me sneaking out into the night to find me a snack. Blood would become my heroin and I would lose control. We would be discovered and there is no way to hide. I could not do that to them. A leader has to be strong and seem invincible.
“I never was,” I thought aloud. Everything that happened in the past was pure luck, no skill. Even if the disagree, they never knew. Finding them was luck. Our escapes from place that were beginning to question us, pure luck. I am not a leader they think. But I can’t betray them like that. They look up to me, when every thing else falls apart.
I sighed inwardly as I heard Nina, Anna, and Joyce enter the house and walked towards the sofa sitting in front of me.
I stare back at them, not wanting to speak. They probably know that we have to do something. Anything.
Anna looks up. Something caught her eye out side and walked up towards the window.
“We are safe Somber. He wouldn’t risk doing it again.” Anna murmured. I understand how you feel.
Nina purses her lips for a second then turns her attention to me.
“Stop mopping.” She exclaimed. I rolled my eyes her irritating comment. I am not mopping because we are leaving as if she thinks.
“You need to experience some fun Somber. To forget today.” She urged.
“What type of fun should I experience then?” I muttered. My bitter mood wasn’t helping. Anna started to jump up and down, screaming in her mind that she has an idea.
“What the hell are you doing?” I laughed. Anna’s hair started to become puffy from all the jumping.
“I know that you hate us being childish , but to get your mind off of this, I have scored awesome seats for a Metallica concert!” screamed Anna.
She looked at me persuasively, with her pouting to her full advantage. I seriously could not believe this. After what happen, they want to go to a Metallica concert Just to make me forget that Bair just killed an innocent person just warn us about god knows what?
This has certainly made my day.

“So after almost being caught, you want to go out into the public eye to go see Metallica! Have you finally lost your mind? Am I only the sane person here?” I said. Even though it was a bit dramatic, it was straight to the point.
“We weren’t even nearly caught. How would be anyways? We were attending class. They think it is a suicide. Come on somber. Front row! Give your childish family some fun time!” pleaded Anna.
“Childish?” Nina snorted.
“You know what I mean.”
“Do I?”
“Fine, you rash siblings. Fair enough.” Snapped Anna.
“Still, it is too dangerous to go out in public.” I said sternly. “We have no clue to why Bair attacks Ophelia. It could be a trap, a warning or something else. Who knows what the purpose is, but it is safer to stay out of a sight for a while.”
“He attacked Ophelia?” Nina asked.
“Yeah, she was with him last.” I retorted. It is somewhat obvious.
“How do you know? You weren’t watching him were you?” contemplated Nina. She was leading to something, something wrong.
“And?”
“You need to get over him. He wasn’t even good looking anyway.”
I lay back on the couch, showing my displeasure. So what if I do still like Bair. I am not obsessing over him or falling in love with him. He is just a guy that attracts me to a certain degree, in which some cases I like to watch him and see what he does. It is perfectly normal.
“Anyways, I highly doubt that Bair would even like Metallica. He is a want to be thug. He would rather shave his ears off than listen to their music. So what is the big threat over us going to a concert?” Nina stated, being stubborn as ever.
“The big threat is them coming to the concert on a mission to kill us. Don’t you see every possibility of us getting in or other in danger by walking out the front door?” I yelped raising up from my spot on the couch. This rewarded me with a smirk from Nina.
Somber, that is the same exact thing you said about us going to school. Nina is going to win. Joyce thought. In addition, I do not mind going to a concert. It makes everyone feel normal when we do something human.
Nevertheless, of course I do hate them not being normal. Maybe a time for some danger could our minds working right.
I sighed.
“Okay maybe your right, seeing a concert. Only this once is I going to let this slide. We can’t keep on going out every time something bad happens.” I muttered.
Getting those words out was harder that I expected to be. The three of them jumped with glee and ran up stairs to do god know what.
I got up from the couch and went into the kitchen. I stared at the fridge for a while; finally, I took out a sprite and headed out side. The weather was hot and dry for the past few weeks. Un-normal for Hawaii. Heading into fall means rain, rain, and even more rain. But I don’t mind it; I love to hear the sound of rain hitting the tree’s leaves at night remembering all the good times I spent in Santa Monica. I would play in the rain for hours reflecting on the things on my mind. I would play with my friend in our bathing suits having a blast. Now, the rain only feels even more cold and lonely. The solitude presence gives me something to reflect upon, make me see how good I have it now and how I should be exultant for what I have.
Nevertheless, I request solitude whenever I get the chance. I know that I need my family as much as they need me, but my selfishness of myself is what seems right. I don’t need anyone else in my life, for they would be a stranger to my world. I would rather have my family for anything.

(*)

“So when are we going?” I asked cautiously. The three came out side with new clothes and some makeup on. It was clear that they did their very best to look extremely presentable for a concert although I hope they know the makeup will smear from the wind.
“Tonight, in one hour, so we might as well take off.” Anna explained. Sighing at my defeat, I ran down the driveway and jumped into the air flapping my black wings, hearing the flaps of other wings behind me. What could a little concert do to us anyway? Not like it would be screen on national television.
At least I hope not.

Batman And Pigeon. (Remember Joyce?)

Hey, Back again.

I would like to say, Thanks Joyce! I understand how parents can be. My dad is unberable. And I really didn't mean to offen you. But Andrew is not a pillow i can have. So Anthony is my pillow. Which i have to say, your right about him. He is a bit...odd. And about the converstation. You know i am not normally like that I was talking to Kate earlier and she brings that side out of me.. and i was completely bored since i have no one to talk to. It was a once in a life time thing(not including tom).

I am all psychic about the upcoming Linkin Park concert. I can see Mike shinoda, Up close. Singing. It will be a dream come true. I will post some pics for you guys of the concert. And of the concert of hawthorne heights. They are giving away there new single free. I am thinking about sending it to you raymond. Maybe. If you really want it.

Ooh, and here are some of the most funniest fan made Linkin park Pics. Tell me how you like them