The Midnight Pheonix

Preface

If you look in Webster’s dictionary and looked up vampire, you would see:
Vampire
Noun
(Folklore) a corpse that rises at night to drink blood of the living.
Moreover, if you looked up bird you will see:
Noun
Warm-blooded egg-laying vertebrates Characterized by feathers and forelimbs modified as wings.
2. The flesh of a bird or fowl (wild or domestic) used as food.
3. Informal terms for a (young) woman.
4. A cry or noise made to express displeasure or contempt.
5. Badminton equipment consisting of a ball of cork or rubber with a crown of feathers.
Verb
1. Watch and study birds in their natural habitat.

Now this time, look up vamp-avian American.
No result?
Well of course, everyone knows that vamp-avian is not real, unless you talk to the cruel scientist that created my family and me. You may be looking back at number three in the definition of bird right. Well the definition is not completely correct.
Before I was born, my malice father planted avian DNA in my mother’s embryo sack.
He was a scientist for a corporation, and had the technology to do so he did. He took his own child for a lab experiment as his own ultimate sacrifice. The experiment was to see if humans were able to survive with less than 50% human DNA. To do this, it was too risky to steal a baby from a hospital, for research that has not been proven true. Therefore, scientists took babies that they knew would not be notice. The only explanation that I could come up with was from teenage mothers who were going to give their babies away once they were born. Back then, baby mother increased, leading to many born baby that had to go into the adoptions agencies. The colossal numbers will not give away the few taken babies.
Therefore, on July 5, 1977 I was born, with pastel yellow wings (which later change into black) and with enough strength, speed, and reflexes to beat solid aluminum into small pieces. I was a dangerous as a child and my parents kept a close eye on me.
When I was five, I realized that I had wings on my back. I never realized the pain of them growing through my skin. I had always gotten into trouble and the pain was nonetheless numb. I was in awe when I first saw them. The baby feathers lightly dusking my back every time I flexed the muscles. I loved running my hands through the soft black feathers, and imagining me flying everywhere. I told my mom about my wings, saying it was a gift from god. At first, she thought I was delusional, but the first summer that I had my wings, she believed me. I was about to go jump into the pool in out backyard when she looked out the window.
Her face was livid.
The night that my mother found out about my wings, she left me with my father. She never came back for me. I was heart broken to see my mother; the only person who stayed in our house for more than four hours was gone. I asked my father every night, “Why did she leave? Why doesn’t she want me?” He would just look at me with sorrow and then slap me. He would yell many profanities and tell me that I was a freak. Every time, every word was a slash at my heart. I believed every lingering word he said and blamed myself. I would stay up all night crying asking myself why I did this. I promised myself every night that I would be better; I would make my father proud that I was a freak.
I was not livid with him. Therefore, I was exultant, until he thought of me as a disgrace. I learned more in school to realize what disgrace meant. He dishonored me. Therefore, I tried even harder. Everything he taught me, he would say that I could do better. I tried as hard as I could until I felt like me wings would break off, and then I would stop. He always called me a pathetic chicken and started to hit me. I would go to school with black eyes and cuts on my arm telling teachers that I was a chicken and I needed to do better. IT was not a lie. It was just bending the truth in a no telling way, so some of my teachers said for me to go to a counselor to work out my weird problems. I knew the pain was my consequence. Eventually, I started to crumble. My excuses for my teachers were dry and unbelievable. I wanted them to catch on to the pain that I had inflicted to myself.
One day my teacher had enough with my excuses, called my dad and they had a huge fight over the phone. After 1st grade, I did not go to school anymore.
I would always ask my dad, "Why? Why can I not go to school? Mommy said school was important for me.” And his answers would always be, “You don’t need an education, chicken” or “why? So I can have your teachers down my back again?”
Therefore, to spend my time while my father was at work, I played with the boy and his little brother across the street. He was easy to get along with, distracted me from reality. I owed him my life. He saved me from my pain and made me realized I had more power than my dad was. I had more strength, more skills, and I could fly. I was livid, for the fact he would abuse his only family. I was no longer his family, and I will never be.
Sad to say that under federal law, I had to be accompanied by an adult while I was at home. Therefore, I had to keep up this charade and let myself be distracted.
When I thought that nothing could get worse, it did. That day the boy left without saying goodbye, and I found my dad dead on the floor.
My life was gone.
My distraction, the only thing that kept me alive was gone forever. My dad was dead, and to make things worse, I was forced to go to a foster home. I was not frightened like normal kids were nor did I care that my dad was dead, or burning in hell. He deserved it.
So I was moved to a foster home where I met three extraordinary girls that had the same gift as me. Anna, Nina, and Joyce were the closest people to family. We ran away together, went to school together and even learned to perfect our flying together.
We graduated from Aberdeen High school in Maryland with honor. I graduated second in all my classes and got a scholarship to Dartmouth to explore the artistic ways of journalism. I planned to be either a columnist while write a book that I was working on for fun. However, before heading off on our studies we decided to take a year off and have a little vacation to spend with each other.
We were eighteen that year. You probably forgot about this but do you know why we call ourselves vamp-avian American? During our vacation, our last stop was exploring Pennsylvania. We made believe that we were tourists and saw the Liberty Bell, Philadelphia, and the Dutch part of the country. It was a great experience for us since Joyce was going into painting; taking pictures of our surroundings for future reference used for her canvas, Nina has to know how Pennsylvania market went for her future media/ accountant job, while Anna and I just explored out inner selves with history.
The last part of our vacation was spent in exploration of the “old fashion” Dutch houses, when I noticed a strange person lurking around, following us. I have a sixth sense for these kinds of things. Usually, the feeling was faint enough it would not bother me. Nevertheless, this time it was different.
We were traveling behind a group of old people that were interesting for being old. They kept making jokes about the guide. We tried to stifle our laughter since it is rude for young people to laugh at old people and get away with it. At one funny comment I could not keep my laughter in control, so to be polite I went into another room to relieve myself. Within a few minutes, screams could be heard throughout the house. Everything blacked out and when I finally woke up, cold, I could see my family wake up to find ourselves surrounded by dead bodies.
We never knew who our creator was. It is still one of many mysteries that I contemplated at night. Anna believes it is what god has planned for us, and that our series of events has purpose. Pessimistically, Nina thinks we are being punished for whatever wrongs we did in the past or near future.

Some people ask if it is rather painfully to be bitten and turn into a soullessly zombie. All I can say it was pure bliss. I have never more alive in my life. Nevertheless, with bliss there is grief too. We cannot go in the sun because our eyes would glow so bright like the embers in hell. In addition, drinking blood is another desire that most wanted, but some how, are avian instincts took over, and the thirst resided. As a family, we say that we are sober.
From this bite, we also got something in return. I guess you can say that Joyce and I got super powers. I guess within the mixing of DNA’s that somehow, some of us obtain certain powers or that is what happens to certain people when they are bitten by vampires.
Who knows?
I ended up read minds and Joyce can control the brain of any living thing. She can make grass grow faster, fish jump out of water, and even make Nina less hungry.( We usually use this when were are running out of food and it’s too sunny for us to go outside to go grocery shopping.
I can search through any mind that is unblocked and see through any mind that is within my eye distance. The drawback of it is the when I get headaches and end up messing everyone up. I can sort have the power to control them like Joyce, But it’s not that detailed. I doo that when I have no other option.
All of this happened in the summer of 1995. Now, 2000 we have not age a single day. We are young and free going to different states starting a new high school year undercover.
Currently we live in Hawaii. The sunniest places on earth. In addition, may I add it was Joyce’s idea? Currently a junior in high school on a Friday afternoon.

...Thinking about it.

Well, as I am know writing this post, i have not finished Breaking Dawn. But i am almost finished. I know that some of you don't want to be spoiler if you haven't finished reading the book; or even started so when i am abou tto say;write, a spoiler the beginning paragraph will start with "**", and the end of it will be "//". Okay?
Anyway, The real reason why i haven't finished the book yet is the fact i want to spend my unused time on it. I don't want to read the book so quickly that i will be bored for a few weeks before i start reading it again. So i am savoring the book like a chocolate chip cookie.
I do want to talk abou the book, though , since my mom doesn't want to be spoiler even for my sanity. So here i am talking to you.
have to admitt that i was tempted to spoiler myself, even when i acciddentally reading a spoiler. I mean, i am not a paitent person. Nina you know that for sure. But even with the aciddentally spoiler, the book blew my mine away
**I hadn't expected the different point of views. No how muc i wanted to see inside Edwards head, i am quite please with jacobs.//
It is truely amazing how the pack plural and the telpathy inside the mind it. I would want to expereince it, even in human form. Imagine durinf school we can talk to each other with out getting caught with cell phones. I mean, we won't be lonely in classes, and with Anna's mind, there is no doubt we have to worry about a test anymore. Or even who is bringing food for lunch.
Yes, i admit it, i am a jacob fan but not in that way.
**See, i like the fact that Jacob imprinted on "nessie". It makes me feel less guilty. At least Bella got her wish and she has all of her family. Even Charlie for that matter. But even with that, I'm still a Edward fan of loving someone. Not because of his abilities or his looks but for his kindness. Sure, Jacob has more humor than him but hey, Edward is just the right personality for me. //
Speaking of humor. Jake is hilarious with his jokes in the book.
Thinking back to the other books, I enjoy each of them for their own unique personna. I am glad that this is the last book for i don't want it to be the next harry potter marathon.


Okay, enough with Breaking dawn buisness. Time for other anouncements. I have some work for you guys... well mostly Nina, anna, and joyce. (BTW, Joyce haven't HEARD from you in awhile. LEAVE a comment... :) ). I know you, anna, Have some things to say and still go on the other account.. but i still want the other blog running. So i am leaving you guys in charge of it. The password is the same... the email , my aol account. I want you guys to fill me in with your stuff. I don't want to feel out of the circle if you know what i mean. You don't have to do right now but i like to see something. OOH and read all of the old posts. I love those. they were AWESOME!!. So that is your homework for the week. And if you have a fanfic account and have me screename... (nina) i will be updating my story's . I have been editing my longer story and i was thinking of posting it here everytime i am finish with a whole complete chapter that is perfect by MY standards. (spelling ,grammer, I know you will be fustrated nina but i will do my best!!). I may post it later today. I am going to see The Mummy with my mom's friend. Speaking of her i will post the cute puppy pics later.


Well, see you later ASFAAWBFFE's TSU!

Pics galore

Hay guys, after i calmed down from my recent blog post...i have decide to post some due pictures...:



this one is for nina mainly... see how plain it is. and soo... blue?
YOu guys wanted to my bangs.. but all of these phots don't do it justice soo.. have paitence till i figure out how to disable the flash off of my camera.

I have found a chinese/korean store.. and my mom bought me this.. it was really good.

This is lake blore. Not a ocean. See, there are a HUGE different between a lake and a ocean. the second pic explains it. By the way do you see my feet?

Just my dad.... say hello.

the plains of texas...and wheat fields.

My bracelet that i got. I am still wearing it.

THe box is sooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well.. buddha so help me, i need a distraction and this only lasted ten minutes. Dang.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

LIFE IS CRUEL....WANNA KNOW WHY?
BECAUSE THERE ARE FRIKEN SPOILER OF BREAKING DAWN ALL OVER THE INTERNET BECAUSE OF A STORE CALLED H.E.B LOCATED IN TEXAS THAT LEAKED AND SOLD BREAKING DAWN EARLY.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(INSERT SCREAMING)
AND SADLY, I HAVE HAD MY EYES BURN. I SAW A SPOILER.... I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS A SPOILER... I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT'S TRUE.....

AND OMG.....IF IT IS TRUE... THE ENDING IS A TAD BIT MESSED UP... JUST A LITTLE.. BUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOMEONE KILL ME NOW.



ANYWAYS... I PREORDER IT AT BORDERS... I AM SCARED... WELL TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH.. I KNOW ONE TRUE SPOILER.. AN THE OTHER ONE.. EH.... BUT IF YOU WANNA KNOW...IM... IT'S THE ONLY SITE I AM WILLING TO GO ON THATS NOT LINKIN PARK. EVEN FANFICTION IS RUINED.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Breaking News!!!

The photo shoot that i done has finally been posted on the windward mall website. Let the front page picture sysle through and you will see me and two other girls.... RESPOND

THreee Strikes and your out!

Wow,... i can't believe you guys can't guess it. After how many times i have said this during FIRST and Botball.
"at first i thought snow...but texas shouldnt snow rite...i mean cuz its still pretty close to the equator...rite? RITE?!!?!?and i must disagree with anna: how does the red head following u to texas equal hell finally freezing over? Wouldn't it be more like...Heaven freezing over...or...wutever temperature heaven is :Dive got to say...you've been stuck in a week of constant rain and the rain isnt letting up...or...you just about died when you saw a red head/huy/brady/brennan look-a-like O.OOR...you're just sad that your best friends are there and so its finally settled that hell has come to eat you...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i shall win this guessing game! MUAHAHAHA-*coughcough*-ha...!"
this wasn't even close...
the closet person was Raymond:
"u finally realized that linkin park isn't as good as motion city or mae? i knew u'd snap out of it :P"

So here it is:






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I have fallen in love with the song "Forever" by CHRIS BROWN.

I will take a moment for you to calm yourselves down.

Yes i love this song... and yes hell has finally froze over.. i would love to hear what you have to say.

Hell has finally freezed over!

I know i may have you concerned for what ever i am about to tell you. Trust me, i am even scared. The impossible has happen. Can you guess? I will give you at least a day. Unless i can't keep it in no longer. Take as many guess as you want.

Dum Dum DAAAA....

Well, as you probably guess from the texts that i have sent out. We have finally picked our house to be build. It's not the greenwood or the silver bell; but the Lily. It is very cool and open. Some how, the picture of the plans that i have on my standard camera are gone.. somehow... But yeah. It should be built the earliest thanksgiving latest christmas. As soon as it is built i will give you my address. Another plus to that is that i will be going to Shoemaker high school. It is recongize for it terrific STEM program. So i will be on the robotics team. From what i have heard it that they placed third in the semi-finals last year and the year before they were in the finals. I will definately tell them about you guys so you have to raise enough money to come to texas. Speaking of texas i have some cool photos that i took that you migh be very interested in.

They have actually names a store after me!! I am everywhere. And it seems the birds like me.

We were around when we saw some cows around the road. And my first though was "Has Nina every seen a cow?" So here you go nina. Your own cow named after you. The funny part is this cow actually posed for me.

The next four pictures is an example when the clouds fall in love with the Sun. They cry with joy. This was taken with in ten minutes and two things happen. 1. The tempture 99 went to 73 degrees. 2. We could see six feet in front of us.

Well other than that,...today i am having a marykay facial. I will try to get some sample and send them to you. Oh and before i forget. "Get a clue" by Simon and Milo is my new theme Song. I love it. You should love it.

Joyces MOM

Hey guys, you know that CD you gave me with the song Stacy's Mom? Well to add some fun, i made an asfaawbffe version. I named it Joyce's Mom (the andrew version). Read all the way through it. I made some changes besides the names. Note: the blogger posting thingy won't let it be posted right so just bear with it.

Joyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce, can I come over after school? (after school)We can hang around by the WII (and play rock band )Did your mom get back from her car trip? (business trip)Is she there, or did she turn into pika? (poor pika)You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to beI'm all grown up now, baby can't you seeJoyce's mom has got it goin' onShe's all I want and I've waited for so longJoyce, can't you see you're just not the girl for meI know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Joyce's momJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce's mom has got it goin' onJoyce, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)Your mom came out with just a towel on (Oh My God)I could tell she liked me from the way she stared (the way she stared)And the way she said, "您在那錯過斑點。 為什麼我們無論如何雇用您？" (In chinese)And I know that you think it's just a nightmareBut since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like meJoyce's mom has got it goin' onShe's all I want, and I've waited so longJoyce, can't you see you're just not the girl for meI know it might be wrong,but I'm in love with Joyce's momJoyce's mom has got it goin' on She's all I want and I've waited for so long, Joyce can't you see your just not the girl for me, I know it might be wrong but oh oh (I know it might be wrong) I'm in love with (Joyce's mom oh oh) (Joyces mom oh oh) I'm in love with Joyce's mom

Some Pictures and A new layout..!

So, how do you like the new layout? when i first saw it , i was like, " AWWWW" for a minute. The movie was so cute!!! Speaking of movies, go on youtube and search "the clique movie trailer". Watch the trailer and tell me how fake it is. When Massie said, "Stop. I lost an earing. NoBODY moves." I was like, WTF? who says that is real life?

This is still in hawaii. Doesn't the birds look a little too posed?

The Texas land. You see all those clouds? Not one of them can block the sun. The avoid it.

The Olive garden sign. I had the capillini pomodoro. I was soooo stuff. it was sooo good.

My face leaving the Hale Koa to go the airport.

These are the house plans of the previous post

The housing front

So far what we have looked at:

Harker Heights:

My mom had found one that she absolutely loves. It is called the Silver bell. 3 br 2 bth 2277 sf. Even though its not two story, i say it is pretty cool. In a nice area too. If we get one built we get to choose the colors and carpet.

Well let me know what you think. and here is the link :http://www.drhorton.com/corp/GetInvHome.do?invHomeId=27242&pr=44059

Tommorrow we are looking into copperas cove and seeing what is there. Now we aren't sure whether this house or some other house. I am just letting you know what we have looked at and if there is a possibility. Let me know what you think.

Howdy from Texas

So far I have survive the blistering heat of Texas for two days. WOW. We have been going around looking at stuff. We are in apartments that are temporary until we get gov housing which will also be temporary. We are debating on whether or not to build a house or buy on of the already newly built housing. Other than that, well, life here is pretty boring. Today we are going to a movie , "Wanted" the see the fireworks on base. They are supposedly big there. Tomorrow, my birthday, I get to plan everything (i think). We are going to Olive garden then maybe shopping. Lets just say that at night you sweat more than during the day. It really doesn't make any sense.
My whole sleep pattern is totally off since the sun goes down around 8 pm. In my next post i will show you some pics. So i have been going to bed at 1 am (8pm Hawaii) and waking up at 1030 am (530 am Hawaii). Which means that i will never be late for summer school in Hawaii. Very funny.
Also for some frightening news, i am seeing white people all over. Its like seeing tom with steroids. But i did see one Korean person. I do feel short though. You Nina will feel short. Every one here is tall and big. Something is in the water...
Well i also have some pics for you in the next post. One, is very funny. We were driving down the highway and me and my mom saw a sign that says "Jesus Coming Soon". Nina , your not the only person waiting for Jesus: the movie to finally come out!!

The little boy and the Princess story.

This is a story about a little boy who likes this princess. They go out and become one of the cutest couple in the kingdom. One day, the little boy gets dump by the princess for no apparant reason. So what does the little boy do? He becomes a jerk. Start by making lies because he is mad that he got dump. Poor little boy lost his pride. So to gain back his pride and diginty, he starts by trying to blame the princess friends and saying that one her loyal friend with people who can hurt him by one simple phone call, cause the friend has people to take him down is a cyclops. Please, he is a lanky stick that is arrogant and just pathetic.
So how does this story end?
Who knows it is all up to the little boy.

*this isn't base on real life characters. If you thinks so, well... who cares...

hahaha... no

sorry raymond but the list is already filled unless you are providing your own transportation, along with the movies. And Anna... i don't know how to answer that question. I was asking you guy's that question.

Funny Cat pics...

Okay, this is bored/ filler post. I was bored out of my mind and drunk of Coke zero; so you have been warn.
Well, this morning, my grandmother sent an email showing pictures of funny/adorable cats. And one in peculiar. Remind me of someone. So instead of just posting one picture, I will post funny pictures that remind me of certain people.





Nina:
Enough said....

Anna:
Caption: “I kiiiilllllll Yoouuuuuu!”
You are the only one that could say it right.


Loser:
Hahahaha… yeah that is you... in a monotone voice

Raymond:
This is what you will look like when I get my revenge on you. This could also be Daniel…

Tom:
Does this really need to be explained?

Joyce:
1. I can hear you saying this 2. It's too cute!

WTH

okay , i guess you guys r getting confused..

Saturday the 28 is the hale Koa
Sunday the 29 is when raymond and Nina and Anna are going to ice palace and me and joyce are going to see WALLE.
So wat i am hearing is that you can't go to the beach the day before ice palace? ahem*raymond ahem*
well whatever just let me know now.

EDIT: so what i have heard Raymond is out of the Hale Koa plans and Nina is not going to Ice palace on that sunday... ANNA!!!

More News...And Answer poll

So how has the challenge been going? Hope you have been having fun eh?

Anyways, just a heads up, once I am in the Hale Koa I don’t know if I will have any wireless service so I might not update until I get some. But I still have aim on my phone if you want to talk to me. I believe some rumors wrote by Kari about some little girl… well that is a big surprise that you are going to get. If you want to see it ask Kari, she has the DVD. And just a little warning, IF I SEE ANYTHING ON YOUTUBE SOMEONE IS GOING TO GET A BEAT DOWN. Other than that, my mom was thinking that on the twenty ninth, we can go see Wall E at the Ward Theater. Since SOMEONE wanted other activities. And as a clear, for the twenty eighth, my mom can only pick up Nina, Anna, and Joyce since the rental car may be small and I can’t put anyone else on the roof or the trunk. So if you want to come and you are not those people, you may want to ask around and maybe there can be a Carpool. All I know is Walter and Raymond…
As of today, I only have fourteen more days left and I don’t want it to end. I will miss all of you. You guys have such a big impact that I can say there is a little Asian. I would rather eat kimchee that any Texan food. I will spread the Asian ways to Texas, eating Panda with chopsticks watching people giving me weird looks. It’s worth it.
Enough with the sad faces… oh and make sure if you are coming to the Hale Koa,

1. to
   Have a real bathing suit. (Nina…)
2. Bring suntan lotion because I just got a bad sun burn on my belly and now it hurts to put on a bra.
3. at least have 10 of cash on you.
4. Raymond and Walter… have a ride home… sorry ><
   
   Also answer the poll… you better. It is for what we are going to rent at the beach and I know how we are at making decisions.

I have notice that Kari has been posting in the older blog. Are we still going to do it? it has been long put the posts looking back are extremely funny. i don't mind posting in those either if we want to keep it to the three of us or just combine it together where we all post. Let me know what you think and explain the reason the comments have been looking kinda short! ^^

technically....

Well, being as realistic as i could possibly be, not that many people know about this blog.An avearage of 4 people read it. So the chances of having 10 comments is unreal unless you people comment more than once...So I have a job for you guys. Yeah, i know... you have summer school and you are tired but hey, if i could juggle two test, two hormonal parents and a hormonal Joyce then you guys can do it. Just see it as if you are doing a good deed for god, or for a chocolate brownie, or just because your girlfriend does it. No biggie Eh?Well this week, instead of going to summer school, i am going to be cleaning this bare and empty house from top to bottom. Which mean, and i sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry and i do want to go buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttt my whole weekend is booked! I would rather go to a school of rock concert than clean. For those of you who didn't come to the hale Koa on saturday (you know who you are) wait untill the twenty eigth, currently the set time for pick up is eleven but it may be changed. And please, i don't usual beg like this (shut up nina) but try the challenge.
Mickey...(&)

I couldn't...

I couldn't resist but the comments (9 more to go ) is still in action:

fast kine

Well guess what people, my stuff is gone. No, it is not stolen or lost. It is in a crate about to get ship off on a boat ready to set sail to TEXAS. And while I am at it… I should ask one simple completely calm question… Do you guys not care that this may be the only communication between us? Do you not care to check it once in a while? I mean, look up at that counter and see how many days till I am off of this island. not that many. So in the words of nina FAST KINE PEOPLE. Ahem, well to make things a little more interesting… If I don’t have that many views or comments (10) on this post by the 23rd then say good by to my happy smile.. and you do know how I can take revenge.
Any way enough with this stuff.http://youtube.com/watch?v=yZIummTz9mM