.... who is this person...?

seriously.

seriously..

well whatever i give up.. and

ps.. if you wanna know more look at sophmore giggles..

.... Potatoe

Im going to kill you.... :)))

HOLY MOLEY

I NOW I HAVE TO CENSOR THIS.

Nina read this post before you delete it.

I want to apologize. Apologize a thousand times. I am so sorry. i was wrong. i shouldn't have said those things about your friends. I was very wrong..

I miss you. I heart breaks everytime you don't answer me or snub me. I realize deep down inside how rude i was. and i am sooooo sorry. i will do anything in my power to make you forgive me. Even if it means to go on national tv and apologize. I am sorry. I just don't us to end up like how you and joyce are or even worse.

NINA!

NINANINANINANINANINANINANINANINANINANINANINA

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ARRH!

i need help. My dad is friken being irrating. Cause like, for all my work.. i can't go to bed at 930 every night. I have to stay up very late... and doesn't get that concept. Got any idea's besides killing him to get him to understand?

Ah, well another weekend has past and yet i am still smitten with him. OMB, like he is sweet, funny, warm. I mean, he said he didn't want to kiss me cause he didn't want me to get sick. (that failed anyways...) but like we were cuddling while watching the movie and i love his arms. He would just hold me during the movie and yeah :D ...

I know nina is like gah! i didn't want to hear that but i need someone to let it all out. When ever i am with him he makes me smile. A real smile and i haven't done that since i have seen you guys. And this wednesday is the two (never been) months.. i hope that this will be it and he doesn't break up with me two minutes before midnight ><

OMB ITS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School.... here..... in twelve hourse and two minutes......O.O

Ah, still on cloud nine ^^

Ah,... you want to know about the date... call me >-<

You know what I hate?... ><

Ah, and here comes the time in a military's child's life where once again she misses her asfaawbbfe's. Yes, i admit, i miss you guys so much. I rarely talk to you guys. I know since the time zone and the fact that you already started school is here. But, it won't stop me from complaining that i can't replace you guys. I still have flashbacks at sitting is sakayue's room eating lunch, and laughing at something twilight or in the mornings where me and nina sneak up upon him. I remember when me and joyce would play with Tom. And Anna, german, may i need to say more? And Andrew with his jazz hands.( in a monotone voice ^^). We were a group of no other. Just today i was complaining to Jesus that i miss the Asfaawbffe's. He thought i was crazy. Like i was drunk. Most of the people think i AM crazy. I just have character :).

Which also leaves me to another delimma.( which i know i didn't spell right) Should i keep the blog for another year or let it reminisce in it's glory? It is up to you guys, cause i can't write without someone reading it. A simple comment is all in order. Cause since my mom is deploying i need a outlet that actually understands what i am saying. They still, after one year, giving me weird looks. Of course, i will have some new things to say and have other people that are actually worthy of reading this on here too.

So here is the final verdict. Shall i? Will I? Can I? You decide!

Hey!

Hey i am like bored... so... i will be on meebo... later.. for the rest of the week...

wow never saw that coming...!

Okay, you guys know about the whole jesus ordeal right? well, we were going out july 9 that morning. That afternoon i found out that he is staying in virginia. (so i need ninja skills to help kidnap him) But we agree to a long distance relationship. I know a friend who is currently in a long distance so i can get advice. He really wants me. So i agreed. But i am still cautious. We can talk and stuff and he says he trusts me in a way.  What do you guys think??? and Welcome angel to the blogging group!!

i HATE MEN

ugh... i need a break...

I am a horrible person

I know, i know i promised that i would post (like around the beginning of june) but things again have been hectic. For instance, nina, my mom, and lani are plotting against me. OBD again. For all that don't understand talk to nina cause it is very hard to word and will take all night writing it. Anyways... also i am sorry vina about autumn wind.. i have to transfer my stuff to my mac so it is lost in the clutter but i did write something..so you can't say that i forgot.Summer school is so boring. I have economics and i swear to god i will never look at money again. It is more dry than sakayue..more dry than the gobi desert.Anyways.. i need your opinion on this and i expect a long answer. If two people tell each other than they like each other does that mean they are going out?

ARGH

hopefully i will get around to actually posting those pictures of my letterman soon.. just been so... walter lately. I need... that new laptop that i am going to get for my birthday.. getting a MAC .... be quiet to all those who oppose.. MACs are capable of doing the same things as a pc. -_- anyways... i am bored so i thought i say something.

^^

I am getting my letterman on May 13^^

It has been a while...

Well, hello! I know that i haven't update in like since april 11 but hey.. things happen! Anyways.. i was thinking (which we all know that isn't a good thing><) that i need your help on something. Music wise.. not personal problems or my insanity. I have been gathering a lot of music to a point where it doesn't all fit my ipod so... i need your help in narrowing it down.. so far.. my limitations are that.. all my classical music stays.. and of course linkin park :). But what about the rest? You guys know my estension of my ipod.. to a point of course. so here is what i want to know.. FROM EVERYONE.. including YOU.. YES YOU......
So here it goes:
Top 5 artist
Number one song
Number one album
and 5 songs that you can't go with out..

ARGH!!

I am irrated so i am going to write to you guys. I have to write a paper for bio and we get to choose our topics. So i decided to write it on the bacteria and viral infections on the organ systems. So today, i started writing it. The references that i am using is my moms microbiology book. And this is where is gets nasty. I written i good page worthy and my mom is again trying to write my paper. Ever since i hit middle school she always didn't like how i wrote my paper and wrote is for me by her standards. And it just peeves me. I am a good writer. So what if it doesn't go by how you would have written it?? She says that i am going all over the place and that i have no idea what i am writing about and that i should write it the way she thinks i should. I mean, here is a brief piece of it:

There are three kinds of bacteremia; transient, continuous, and intermittent. Transient bacteremia occurs either spontaneously or something minor. Some other conditions could be messing with infected tissues, instrumentation of contaminated mucosal surfaces and surgery with nonsterile sites and instruments. On the other hand, continuous bacteremia is released at a constant rate. Intermittent bacteremia can be found with hosts that have undrained abscesses.
There are two ways the blood stream can get infect. It is either intravascular or extravascular. However, fungemia could be either. Intravascular infections originate in the cardiovascular system. They include infective endocarditis , mycotic aneurysm, supportive thrombophlebiti, and IV catheter-associated bactermia. These are contiuous bacteremia and extremely life threatening. These infections are able to gain access the blood by the increasing use of the IV catheters, and intra-arterial lines. For example, staphylococcus epidermidis has increased the cause of infection in hospital eniviroment.


and she says that it is too all over the place. And the thing is.. she didn't even read the whole paper before she started critizing it.
(fumes)
anyways.. on a lighter note... hey anna...finished your little section of Autumn wind yet???

Twiiter.. anyone interested???

Wow... it's ... weird o.0 ... yeah.. anyone want to try... idk.. it is weird.. my user name is somber_apathy... <- you know what that means right??? i have to get a new email now.. :(...hmm

loi... Jesus is evil ^^

Ah.. the last post.. long story. Cause lets say that i technically didn't write it. Yes, it was Jesus . :)